AJ95
24/7 sylvia plath
- Sep 3, 2020
- 478
I have my SN, I have my meto, I have my antacids. I have literally everything I need to kill myself.
I had my hotel room booked for today to die in but had to cancel it, my parents are watching me like a pair of hawks.
Ever since someone contacted my family through instagram they have literally barely let me out of their sight, there's no way I could get away from them to ctb in a hotel without setting off alarm bells everywhere.
This is so fucked, I can't even die right.
I know it's my fault for disclosing personal info carelessly but it's so frustrating to literally have my SN within arm's reach and not be able to use it.
I had my hotel room booked for today to die in but had to cancel it, my parents are watching me like a pair of hawks.
Ever since someone contacted my family through instagram they have literally barely let me out of their sight, there's no way I could get away from them to ctb in a hotel without setting off alarm bells everywhere.
This is so fucked, I can't even die right.
I know it's my fault for disclosing personal info carelessly but it's so frustrating to literally have my SN within arm's reach and not be able to use it.