I know this is not a new experience but I'm going to bitch anyway. I got flashed multiple times at my stay and I wouldn't be surprised if I got taken advantage of in my sleep. the group of people there I got lumped in with were probably the only good thing about it. I never got the chance to keep their contact information though because the staff looked through your shit all the time and jumped at any chance to skin search me. They berated anyone who cried. They sedated anyone who panicked.
I was put in obs or ''silent time'', which was their sugarcoated way of saying that I got to be locked in a barren room with nothing but a bed as soon as I got in and was never let out up until my release despite being obedient like they wanted me to be and not saying anything remotely incriminating to the shitty therapists. said therapists told me to come up with solutions to my problems myself and then go to them when I did. Our clothes were considered a privilege that the staff would just take away any time they felt like it.I don't like to think about the rest and my brain wouldn't let me even if I did. I'm grateful my experience wasn't as bad as a lot of peoples probably were but I still can't sleep at night because my room resembles the placd too much.
The people around still me insist they did the right thing. They still think they did nothing wrong after ruining my life even more.
I was put in obs or ''silent time'', which was their sugarcoated way of saying that I got to be locked in a barren room with nothing but a bed as soon as I got in and was never let out up until my release despite being obedient like they wanted me to be and not saying anything remotely incriminating to the shitty therapists. said therapists told me to come up with solutions to my problems myself and then go to them when I did. Our clothes were considered a privilege that the staff would just take away any time they felt like it.I don't like to think about the rest and my brain wouldn't let me even if I did. I'm grateful my experience wasn't as bad as a lot of peoples probably were but I still can't sleep at night because my room resembles the placd too much.
The people around still me insist they did the right thing. They still think they did nothing wrong after ruining my life even more.
