blueming
if we can stand outside the borders of time
- Sep 21, 2018
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I have been in the hospital for 3 days already and am not allowed to leave. Most of the nurses are kind, but no one knows what will happen to me and no one can tell me anything no matter who I ask. I have already begun the process of appealing the section, but the so-called mental health team change every single time I meet with them and all of them give me different timeframes and answers to my questions about the appeal. They're supposed to give me a list of solicitors to advise me on my appeal but so far nothing. I'm not even having any treatments at the moment because they can't find a bed for me in a psychiatric hospital, they're just trapping me here for the sake of it for an "indefinite period of time".
One of the ward staff who was present at the time I was sectioned pulled me aside and told me that the psychiatrists there only sectioned me because their shift was done and they wanted to go home quickly. It was very late at night and they woke me up just to bombard me with questions for 5 minutes. I said I was happy to cooperate and stay voluntarily, but I let it slip that I had a bad experience being hospitalised before and wouldn't like to go through that again. Not even a minute later they told me I was sectioned, while putting on their coats and getting ready to leave.
On top of that - they announced that I was sectioned late on the 20th and I was barred from leaving, with security eyeing my every move. But last night I found out that they only signed the section papers yesterday afternoon. There was a lot of confusion with the nurses about whether the section started when they told me and forbade me to leave, or when the documents were signed. Today another member of the mental health team told me that it only started when the papers were signed, so yesterday. I am very confused about the legality of this - for the 2 nights prior, were they keeping me illegally?
I'm very scared and confused but I'm trying to keep a level head and sort this out. I would like to use this thread to keep track of updates, since I am alone here and I have no one to rely on or help me. If anyone has any experience of being sectioned/appealing the section I would absolutely appreciate the help!
Emotionally, I am very distressed but I've been doing my best to hide it and I have been cooperating with everyone. There have been a couple of nurses/ward staff who have been absolute angels and super kind to me, then there are the ones that look at me warily as if I'm some kind of wild animal. The doctors and psychiatrists are all demons. Losing my freedom on top of everything is the last straw for me. I'm being treated like a criminal simply because I want full autonomy over my life? I feel less than human.
tl;dr: the mental health system is broken and an absolute clusterfuck of a joke
One of the ward staff who was present at the time I was sectioned pulled me aside and told me that the psychiatrists there only sectioned me because their shift was done and they wanted to go home quickly. It was very late at night and they woke me up just to bombard me with questions for 5 minutes. I said I was happy to cooperate and stay voluntarily, but I let it slip that I had a bad experience being hospitalised before and wouldn't like to go through that again. Not even a minute later they told me I was sectioned, while putting on their coats and getting ready to leave.
On top of that - they announced that I was sectioned late on the 20th and I was barred from leaving, with security eyeing my every move. But last night I found out that they only signed the section papers yesterday afternoon. There was a lot of confusion with the nurses about whether the section started when they told me and forbade me to leave, or when the documents were signed. Today another member of the mental health team told me that it only started when the papers were signed, so yesterday. I am very confused about the legality of this - for the 2 nights prior, were they keeping me illegally?
I'm very scared and confused but I'm trying to keep a level head and sort this out. I would like to use this thread to keep track of updates, since I am alone here and I have no one to rely on or help me. If anyone has any experience of being sectioned/appealing the section I would absolutely appreciate the help!
Emotionally, I am very distressed but I've been doing my best to hide it and I have been cooperating with everyone. There have been a couple of nurses/ward staff who have been absolute angels and super kind to me, then there are the ones that look at me warily as if I'm some kind of wild animal. The doctors and psychiatrists are all demons. Losing my freedom on top of everything is the last straw for me. I'm being treated like a criminal simply because I want full autonomy over my life? I feel less than human.
tl;dr: the mental health system is broken and an absolute clusterfuck of a joke