I was found.

[Harleyyy]

Hey you all. I think some of you might remember me. I decided to ctb but i was found by my mom and i think my life has been deteriorating ever since.
they don't allow me to go into the washroom( which i used to spend alot of time in because i liked being alone.) for large amounts of time
They gave me huge speeches on how i am ruining their life.
they also asked me if i had problems with them and how the are willing to send me away if I don't want to live with them. It was heartbreaking.
well for the record i still feel suicidal.
i just feel helpless and i am trying to make my situation better instead of ctbing, majorly because I don't have any other choice.
I really need you guys's support please. I don't have other people i can trust to understand my feelings.
love to you all.

 

[lonelyhouse]

Welcome back.

 

[Meditation guide]

I really need you guys's support please.

Hi, I don't know you but you sound like a very nice person. I hope you do find ways to make your life better.

Your parents sound self centered to me which can be terribly depressing to be around. Like me, you only have this site to express your true feelings so make use of it and block anyone who makes you feel bad here.

 

[Painless_end]

Sorry to hear. How old are you, and what method were you trying when found ?

 

[HappyMstake]

Welcome back! I hope things get better for you soon.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Welcome back, I remember your posts. Hang in there. I hate being "watched" too.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Where would they send you?

If you're miserable and they're miserable, sounds like it might be an opportunity for all of you. Is it worse than the current situation?

Basically, they're emotionally blackmailing you; if the opportunity seems doable, you can call their bluff and get out of there.

 

[Harleyyy]

Sorry to hear. How old are you, and what method were you trying when found ?

If i may, you really do sound curious, @Curious89 :P
I am 19, was trying to hang. Had the whole set up, just as she walked in.

Where would they send you?

If you're miserable and they're miserable, sounds like it might be an opportunity for all of you. Is it worse than the current situation?

Basically, they're emotionally blackmailing you; if the opportunity seems doable, you can call their bluff and get out of there.

I don't know. I am at my aunt's place right now. To get away from there. They care about me but they don't understand how crushing it is.

Hi, I don't know you but you sound like a very nice person. I hope you do find ways to make your life better.

Your parents sound self centered to me which can be terribly depressing to be around. Like me, you only have this site to express your true feelings so make use of it and block anyone who makes you feel bad here.

Lots of love to you. <3

 

[Soul]

Is there some living situation you'd like to be in, @Harleyyy? Changing your environment could be a good thing. Maybe your parents realize that too, and that's why they're willing to help you with that.

 

[Despondent]

Welcome back Just know that you'll always have our support here no matter what. I'm so sorry that you're being treated that way :( I'm happy that you're considering sticking it out and working on things for them to get better. If you ever wanted to chat don't hesitate to pm me. I'm not always the best at keeping up with my pms but I'm always around the forum and I'll try to get back as soon as I can.

 

[Worndown]

I expect most family members have no idea how to handle this. Convincing you to live is probably the fastest solution they have. Knowing what that entails is likely beyond their grasp.
If you understand this, it might help with your feelings. I hope you can have their full support and address whatever issues make your life difficult.

 

[kinzokukae]

sorry to hear that, hope things look up for you soon

 

[ZardozOmega]

It sucks so much when people try to make it about themselves. For fuck's sake, we're suicidal

 

[happy?1270]

I'm so very sorry

 

[Painless_end]

Sorry for your pain, I thought you were older. Hope you have a free path towards choosing whatever is right for you.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Welcome back to SS, dear.

I am sorry this happened and that your folks are limiting your privacy and choices.

As always, we are here for you. You said you need support? Feel free to say hello some time. I don't bite.

Well wishes to you. Don't forget your SS family cares for you. x

 

[Green Destiny]

I'm sorry you're going through this. Hope things get better soon.