I was cheated on by the only person I love

[GutsOverFear]

My day is coming, and it hurts, a lot, its almost unbearable most of the time, I met this girl, we spent so much time together, one night at 12 am, this dude called, she didnt want to pick up the phone, now I cant even move my body, I'm gonna die soon, she was my safe place, my home, I was able to forget that Im gonna die pretty soon by her side, but now she is gone, there is no place for me to hide anymore, Im alone, completely alone, anyways, I need to get my N, it's my only goal now, Im traveling pretty soon, I'm just making sure that I have enough money, there is no turning back.

 

[soul2realm]

Why do they do it? I am sorry!
But so did she left with the person who called?

 

[U. A.]

...how do you know she cheated? cause the phone rang?

 

[thefarter]

i double what U A said. and also:
idk if this sounds silly, but by ending your life over this, you are giving this girl way too much power..
u were in love.. or you loved her.. and she let you down.. but you can find love again..

 

[GutsOverFear]

Why do they do it? I am sorry!
But so did she left with the person who called?

Nah, Im pretty sure they meet to have sex only, nothing serious

...how do you know she cheated? cause the phone rang?

Not first time this dude calls, I told her to call him and pretend she was alone, or she would never see me again, she didnt want to

i double what U A said. and also:
idk if this sounds silly, but by ending your life over this, you are giving this girl way too much power..
u were in love.. or you loved her.. and she let you down.. but you can find love again..

I was planning to ctb waaay before meetlng her, she was my safe place, thats it, I was just enjoying my few time left with her

 

[thefarter]

Nah, Im pretty sure they meet to have sex only, nothing serious

Not first time this dude calls, I told her to call him and pretend she was alone, or she would never see me again, she didnt want to

I was planning to ctb waaay before meetlng her, she was my safe place, thats it, I was just enjoying my few time left with her

oh you should not make another person your safe place. that is dangerous. people can leave. you should make yourself your safe place. have you tried therapy and meds?

 

[GutsOverFear]

oh you should not make another person your safe place. that is dangerous. people can leave. you should make yourself your safe place. have you tried therapy and meds?

I know, but I just needed a couple of months, she betrayed me way too soon.. haha