We get to sleep and relax. It's dark and cold. It's the only time I can breathe, why does every evening and every night pass so quickly.
So true. I also like to get up at night before sunrise. I go out and admire the night, the stars, before the first rays of the sun, the pink and red clouds. Everything is in darkness, it's the only time of the day when I feel good and serene. Being socially anxious, there is no one on the streets, I don't feel the stress of feeling watched, I am unique at this time, focused only on me.
Then I go home, it is daylight the day begins, with the anxieties, the world, the noise, the normal life of a human being.The rest of the day consists of waiting for the evening, the night and the early morning. it is as if the night hid the ugliness of this world.