why am i being forced to live?
Thereisnothing
Enlightened
- Jan 4, 2020
- 1,604
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
We are all here for the same reason in some aspects, No one is forcing us as such, but they are making sure to put obstacles in our way to prevent us doing whatever we want to do!
Whats brought you here today?
Oyoy
Spatula
- Feb 2, 2020
- 741
The.crack is where the light shines through. Practice pain and Joy will feel so much more powerful. Your powerful. Everyone tells me it's the battal of the mind.
AlreadyGone
Taking it day by day
- Jan 11, 2020
- 917
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
What do you perceive as forcing you? I'm feeling feisty, I could maybe go beat it up a little bit for you. Bet I could take it.
Lostandfound7
Just waiting....
- Jan 21, 2020
- 995
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
no one likes meTalk to us my Love..We got u
we are forced, when we do not have access to efficient means to suicide
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issyishere
Goodnight and always remember that’s life
- Nov 5, 2019
- 441
i don't remember giving consent to being alive. Anyone know where to file a report? Jokes aside, I feel you OP i hope your day is going well, as well as it can be for people like us. Thinking of you
I don't know if this would help you but, it seems to help me get through each day. I try not to think of the future. It's seems unbearable when I think about the length of time I might have to suffer. I stop asking why and accept my life how it is right now if I can't change it. Ruminating about it only makes it worse then it is. Then I try to think of something that would make each moment a little easier? This might be by taking a walk, reading, searching the internet, or watching a movie. If it starts getting bad when I'm doing something, I take a break or do something else. When that doesn't work, I remind myself how this isn't permanent, and it will end one day. It might be by me dying a natural death or taking my own life. Nonetheless it will end.
Bea
Member
- Sep 1, 2019
- 97
i have remained alive for 54 years, and i won't lie, much of it has been hour by hour. there have been some really cool moments within those hours, though. nevertheless, i may choose to go. but i'm grateful for those hours i accumulated.
like people before me wrote, i too live hour by hour. i don't care about usual stuff like work or things to do. sometimes i do them , sometimes not. if i need to cut off from work i go to the doctor and fake some illness (all my relatives think i have breath and pulmonary issues because i have "fever" at least every month), if i forget to buy food i will go to bed and not eat.
try to live hour by hour and don't think about the future, at least not now that you feel this way.
try to live hour by hour and don't think about the future, at least not now that you feel this way.
Lostandfound7
Just waiting....
- Jan 21, 2020
- 995
THIS.
What is it about u that would make "no one" like u? Not trying to b funny, sarcastic, or placate u..just genuinely wanna know since u said responded to my post with that...
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The hope that someone in a position of power will save me.
Spoiler: Don't feed the homeless.
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I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is apparently one or both of undefineable or unfixable. sorry, but i don't have the time to write about why my personal problems are unfixable, since you probably would not be able to fix them anywayTHIS.
What is it about u that would make "no one" like u? Not trying to b funny, sarcastic, or placate u..just genuinely wanna know since u said responded to my post with that...
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