I want to go

[littlesadbunny]

I'm ready to ctb but I know its impulsive right now, I have the materials to do so. Help me figure out what to do.

 

[Jean4]

Welcome to the board. Do you want to talk about what's going on? I'm here to listen.

 

[TheSuicidalEccentric]

Use partial suspension hanging; it's very easy to die from having a rope around your neck (I have 2 experiences where I went unconscious within 35 seconds doing partial suspension hanging; I did it with another suicidal friend I have and had him rescue me the two times).

 

[HadEnough1974]

I'm ready to ctb but I know its impulsive right now, I have the materials to do so. Help me figure out what to do.

You know that you're being impulsive, that's a good sign actually. Take the time to express yourself, and people here will listen.

 

[Carina]

We can listen if you like, we're good at listening!

Why are you wanting to be impulsive and ctb? That's, at least to a number of us, definitely not what we'd opt for. Quick decisions aren't always the best ones.


But as I said, that's just me and others. So feel tree to talk if you'd like!

 

[enjoy]

impulsively ctb is never a good idea. the impulsivity might be masking your normal emotions. talk to us. why do you want to ctb?

 

[ryla2090]

If you're regretting it, it means you are NOT ready. Did you do everything that could have been done, and is doing this as last resort? I'm here to talk if you want to.

 

[HadEnough1974]

We can listen if you like, we're good at listening!

Why are you wanting to be impulsive and ctb? That's, at least to a number of us, definitely not what we'd opt for. Quick decisions aren't always the best ones.


But as I said, that's just me and others. So feel tree to talk if you'd like!

Yes and we are "bunny-friendly" here ;)

 

[littlesadbunny]

Welcome to the board. Do you want to talk about what's going on? I'm here to listen.

this might sound a little odd but I'm honoured you recognised my posts, I've seen you a lot on here through stan and orhers. Thank you so much for being here to listen ❤ I'm just struggling at this specific moment and I have the materials to ctb but I dont think I'm ready yet.

 

[Jean4]

this might sound a little odd but I'm honoured you recognised my posts, I've seen you a lot on here through stan and orhers. Thank you so much for being here to listen ❤ I'm just struggling at this specific moment and I have the materials to ctb but I dont think I'm ready yet.

If you want to talk privately, feel free to PM me.

 

[ctbUniquectb]

I'm a loud-mouthed member of the "withdraw, do not flee" from life bloc.

What's up, OP?

I have the materials to ctb but I dont think I'm ready yet.

Having your ticket is hugely calming to a lot of people, myself included.

Having the ticket doesn't mean you should punch it, though. Especially on impulse.

 

[Pol]

I'm ready to ctb but I know its impulsive right now, I have the materials to do so. Help me figure out what to do.

what "materials" are we talking about?
gas, sn, etc.?

 

[HadEnough1974]

Dear bunny, I have carrots. Will that cheer you up?

 

[JuneIsTooBright]

I'm a loud-mouthed member of the "withdraw, do not flee" from life bloc.

What's up, OP?

Having your ticket is hugely calming to a lot of people, myself included.

Having the ticket doesn't mean you should punch it, though. Especially on impulse.

I am fascinated by how having a method brings calm. I think it would ease my panic. It's like my friend who has a gun — it's a safety, last resort, in case the world goes to shit. But I can't buy a gun, and that friend doesn't agree that a desire to ctb entitles me to a firearm.

Have others of you felt this relief?

OP, I'm sorry you're in so much pain as to consider to go. I wish you peace and good luck through this, whatever you choose.