Meimi18
I/Me/Myself
- Nov 1, 2023
- 64
It's like I need to get worse before I can get better
I haven't suffered enough to either die or get better, I'm relatively healthy, I have a decent life but I still dream about losing fingers from frostbite and pouring boiling water on myself
I desperately don't want to worry my friends anymore but I also so so selfishly want them to pay attention. They need to forget about me for their own sake but It's like my clingy ass can't even let them do that
And least if I'm in a psych ward or some shit I'm out of sight out of mind, they won't have to see or worry about me ever again
I can rot in peace
I haven't suffered enough to either die or get better, I'm relatively healthy, I have a decent life but I still dream about losing fingers from frostbite and pouring boiling water on myself
I desperately don't want to worry my friends anymore but I also so so selfishly want them to pay attention. They need to forget about me for their own sake but It's like my clingy ass can't even let them do that
And least if I'm in a psych ward or some shit I'm out of sight out of mind, they won't have to see or worry about me ever again
I can rot in peace
