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Septim
Member
- Jul 3, 2020
- 51
I ordered some sn but still waiting for it to arrive.
Tried partial hanging several times but couldn't black out.
Set up a rope on a nice tree for a full hanging but couldn't bring myself to do it.
Do I really want to die? I feel like I do but when I try to do it I always end up backing out. Then I start to think maybe I don't want to die and I'm not serious about it but it really feels like I do want to do it.
I'm confused.
Tried partial hanging several times but couldn't black out.
Set up a rope on a nice tree for a full hanging but couldn't bring myself to do it.
Do I really want to die? I feel like I do but when I try to do it I always end up backing out. Then I start to think maybe I don't want to die and I'm not serious about it but it really feels like I do want to do it.
I'm confused.