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- Feb 21, 2020
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i see people saying they don't want to kill themselves because they don't want to hurt the people who love them.
i do have one person who loves me, and that's my mom.
what i'm going to say might sound cruel, selfish, or whatever.
i really hope my suicide will upset my mom. i want it to tear her life apart and for her to fall into deep depression like i am .
i don't need to say the obvious; that i don't like my mom. but she loves me.
i just hate her for bringing me to this existence and never taking my pain seriously.
when i tell her i'm depressed she just says "everyone is sad sometimes" or when i told her i want to kill myself she's like "don't be weak, i hate weak people who can't survive. life is a jungle and you need to keep your head up and survive!"
all of the things she said to me makes me want to change her whole life apart.
i do have one person who loves me, and that's my mom.
what i'm going to say might sound cruel, selfish, or whatever.
i really hope my suicide will upset my mom. i want it to tear her life apart and for her to fall into deep depression like i am .
i don't need to say the obvious; that i don't like my mom. but she loves me.
i just hate her for bringing me to this existence and never taking my pain seriously.
when i tell her i'm depressed she just says "everyone is sad sometimes" or when i told her i want to kill myself she's like "don't be weak, i hate weak people who can't survive. life is a jungle and you need to keep your head up and survive!"
all of the things she said to me makes me want to change her whole life apart.