I want my old fucking life back

[rabbithole]

Sorry to swear. I miss my life. I'm torn between suicide and a miserable life of suffering. I have sn but I am holding on because of si and my parents. If it weren't for my parents I'd be gone I think. Sorry to complain.

 

[StrawberryPanic]

i've been feeling the same thing. I think I'm dead inside. I've never lived like that, without no dream or thought about me in the future. Before all of this, I've felt alive, now I just want another life, 'cause I can't see the light for that. On the next 2 months I even don't will have where to live, i don't want to back to where I was abused. I have no one for me, even me. Sorry.

 

[Kramer]

I want to be 18 again. I know what to do now, but it's too late.

 

[StrawberryPanic]

Search for anything that could be take you to your life again, if u don't realize, create one. U can. Force be with u.