willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,715
i want to stop eating and drinking, not to die (though that would be an added bonus), but to make my body fight. i want my organs to start to shut down, i want my circulation to be shit. i want to drink so much caffeine my heart is working too hard. i don't know what, but i like the idea of causing my body harm. not just external self harm like cutting, but i get a thrill out of the idea of internal damage. my mind is fucked up