notmyusername
Da Fan of Stuffs
- Feb 1, 2024
- 20
I never thought I had a problem. I haven't had DXM because I haven't had money or access to it since being homeless really. When I did have it, I was 15-35 pills of it everyday or every other day at least. I can't even remember.
My friend had pills the yesterday in a plastic bag, just something for her headache. She was joking and told me she got those pills from a crackhead and I begged her to let me have a closer look at those pills and see what they were. And then she revealed to me they weren't even anything I'd want. I've been craving DXM since. Something. Just because I thought I had something that would make me feel different.
It's hard to get your hands on something like that when you are literally broke broke and homeless. I am gonna find a way though, but I might just fuck up my life even more but god damn who even cares at this point. I am truly such a shitty person. I keep going back to the same drug. I feel like DXM is all I have sometimes. I lost everything already.
My friend had pills the yesterday in a plastic bag, just something for her headache. She was joking and told me she got those pills from a crackhead and I begged her to let me have a closer look at those pills and see what they were. And then she revealed to me they weren't even anything I'd want. I've been craving DXM since. Something. Just because I thought I had something that would make me feel different.
It's hard to get your hands on something like that when you are literally broke broke and homeless. I am gonna find a way though, but I might just fuck up my life even more but god damn who even cares at this point. I am truly such a shitty person. I keep going back to the same drug. I feel like DXM is all I have sometimes. I lost everything already.
