i wanna order SN to make sure i have it before they ban it, but i'm afraid having it in the house will make me want to end myself faster than planned

[SufferingInDenmark]

ok so i don't actually think they will ban it at all, but i'm just paranoid they might.

i have some things i need to do in this world before i suicide.
i need about 6 months probably.

but i'm just afraid that if i have it in my house ready to drink, i can't hypothetically resist the urge to end myself faster than planned.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

I've had mine for almost a month now, and I admit that there have been a few times where I've considered taking it earlier than planned. I've only got a few weeks to wait though, so it doesn't take much to walk back from that thinking. It just depends on how strong you think your will-power is in sticking to your chosen date. Mine is highly sentimental, so that has helped me not do it too soon.

It is a reassuring feeling to have it though, I will say that.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

It is a reassuring feeling to have it though, I will say that.

i could definetely imagine.
and yeah that's true.
so, what does your SN look like?
like what container does it come in and stuff?

 

[ForeverCaHa]

i could definetely imagine.
and yeah that's true.
so, what does your SN look like?
like what container does it come in and stuff?

I opened the box out of curiosity yesterday, but it's in an opaque sealed pouch. It feels like a solid block, but I've heard that's normal and that it will soften once it contacts oxygen.

It came in a cardboard box which was wrapped in black plastic and then wrapped again in tape. The pouch itself was wrapped in bubblewrap too.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

I opened the box out of curiosity yesterday, but it's in an opaque sealed pouch. It feels like a solid block, but I've heard that's normal and that it will soften once it contacts oxygen.

It came in a cardboard box which was wrapped in black plastic and then wrapped again in tape. The pouch itself was wrapped in bubblewrap too.

oh wow. is it legal where you live? or did you have to buy it from somewhere "shady" or whatever?
and do you know about the purity of it?

 

[ForeverCaHa]

oh wow. is it legal where you live? or did you have to buy it from somewhere "shady" or whatever?
and do you know about the purity of it?

I got it when DMC was still DMC, so you can decide where that lands on the 'shady metre'. The pouch of SN does say "don't give this to mentally ill people", so it's certainly not the cleanest of operations lol

It's legal in the UK is far as I know, but only for businesses or for people with legit reasons. I don't think the police would accept "I'm living a life of abject misery and want to stop my blood from oxygenating my brain" as a legit reason though for some reason.

As for the purity, the pouch says its 99.6% pure.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

I got it when DMC was still DMC, so you can decide where that lands on the 'shady metre'. The pouch of SN does say "don't give this to mentally ill people", so it's certainly not the cleanest of operations lol

It's legal in the UK is far as I know, but only for businesses or for people with legit reasons. I don't think the police would accept "I'm living a life of abject misery and want to stop my blood from oxygenating my brain" as a legit reason though for some reason.

As for the purity, the pouch says its 99.6% pure.

i didn't learn about the whole DMC thing yet, but i heard it was a webshop owned by sanctioned-suicide.net, right?
does it still exist or did they just change names?

wow ok, that's very pure.

was it shipped from another country to you?
like i said, idk much about DMC, but if i did, i would probably know where they ship from

 

[ForeverCaHa]

i didn't learn about the whole DMC thing yet, but i heard it was a webshop owned by sanctioned-suicide.net, right?
does it still exist or did they just change names?

wow ok, that's very pure.

was it shipped from another country to you?
like i said, idk much about DMC, but if i did, i would probably know where they ship from

DMC no longer exists, as of yesterday. It now goes by a different name, but I can't give out too much information. People are talking about it a lot already.

It's from abroad, but arrived to the UK within a week or so.

 

[qualityOV3Rquantity]

i didn't learn about the whole DMC thing yet, but i heard it was a webshop owned by sanctioned-suicide.net, right?
does it still exist or did they just change names?

wow ok, that's very pure.

was it shipped from another country to you?
like i said, idk much about DMC, but if i did, i would probably know where they ship from

DMC was an independent supplier, not affiliated with this site, although I imagine the majority of their buyers came from here. I think DMC's store just went down yesterday or a couple days ago, right now it isn't clear if they will put up a new store somewhere or if it's gone for good.

 

[grapevoid]

I don't think sasu owns any shops that supply means for people to ctb…
Also, when I received mine I felt a small urge to just do it. But I put it away and I think maybe the protocol can help as a deterrent. Just remember the best way is using the protocol which can't be done "on a whim"

 

[Halfhourdays]

I doubt I will last long once mine arrives, too.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

DMC no longer exists, as of yesterday. It now goes by a different name, but I can't give out too much information. People are talking about it a lot already.

It's from abroad, but arrived to the UK within a week or so.

i see.
now i kinda wish i already ordered

DMC was an independent supplier, not affiliated with this site, although I imagine the majority of their buyers came from here. I think DMC's store just went down yesterday or a couple days ago, right now it isn't clear if they will put up a new store somewhere or if it's gone for good.

wow ok. were they forced to shut down the shop by authorities, you think?
and what country did they ship from?

I don't think sasu owns any shops that supply means for people to ctb…
Also, when I received mine I felt a small urge to just do it. But I put it away and I think maybe the protocol can help as a deterrent. Just remember the best way is using the protocol which can't be done "on a whim"

ok, i see.
what part of the protocol would you say works as a deterrent for you?

i would imagine partly because it includes fasting, right?

I doubt I will last long once mine arrives, too.

:/
that's the way it is, i guess...
did you use that DMC website too?
and can i ask what country you are in?

 

[safetynet]

I've had mine for almost a month now, and I admit that there have been a few times where I've considered taking it earlier than planned. I've only got a few weeks to wait though, so it doesn't take much to walk back from that thinking. It just depends on how strong you think your will-power is in sticking to your chosen date. Mine is highly sentimental, so that has helped me not do it too soon.

It is a reassuring feeling to have it though, I will say that.

where did you get it? if you don't mind me asking.
everywhere i look for SN it's either nitrate or like 6% purity or whatever. perhaps i'm just looking for it the wrong way.