I wanna finish the songs but I’m struggling

[vanilladust]

I wanna finish the songs I dedicated to y'all but sometimes it's so hard. I wish I was dead already. I keep praying, I asked a witch for a spell I haven't received. That's all I have and all I'll do until I reach the breaking point. And it's near. I feel like my time is gonna be up soon. I hate this so much. I'm a failure.