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kinderbueno
Waiting at the bus stop
- Jun 22, 2024
- 217
I can't escape my mind I'm always filled with the urge to just die. Even when I'm asleep I get nightmares because my mind loves to torture me and I cant stop it. Yes, I've tried breathing exercises, meditation and all that but it feels like nothing works. I'm a slave to my thoughts and feelings. I wish I could just fly to Peru and get N, it's so hard to exist. I'll never be good enough for society, no matter how much I try to change myself and pretend to be neurotypical, everything is just exhausting. This world is going to shit anyways, there's no point in living