Venting I vent so much I’m sorry T_T

[animetal]

I feel so sad that my memories are kinda fading one by one . I really miss being a kid and feeling like I was somewhat cared for and everything in this world was so new to me but now that I'm older it's so hard to take care of myself I can't even go outside without feeling an immense amount of fear . Like I have failed and did everything wrong in this life. I can't seem to remember a lot of my family members I feel I can't progress further. It's like I've died but I'm still alive having to deal with what I could have been. I feel like I'm stuck in my conscious from my trauma and I can't escape : (

 

[OceanBlue]

Yes, we're trapped and decaying. Hugs

 

[SexyIncél]

Hey, vent as you need, no need to add feelings of regret/shame!

 

[FuneralCry]

I think it's just inevitable that everything will eventually be erased and forgotten about for us, existence is just a process of slowly dying where we are waiting to reach our inevitable fate. But anyway it must be really awful and tiring being trapped in that situation, existence is just so unnecessarily cruel, I wish you the best.