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I used to swear I'd never let that happen. It doesn't make me feel old, but that's just because I've always felt old :haha:
40 is 60 in gay years, so I guess I'm officially a dirty old man now :pfff: I have a serious porn addiction problem, & I don't know how it's possible that my dick still works. All the other parts of my body are in constant pain. I'm not fat yet, but that's just because my digestion is fucked & it hurts to eat.
Don't wish me a happy birthday, wish me strength to finally ctb this year
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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First of all, Happy B-day! Happy Strength Day?
Damn, I wonder if I'll be able to do that! I'm 33 right now.

Sorry you're dealing with all that sh*t. My health is a mess so, I can relate.

Hope you have a nice day somehow. What about getting drunk AF? lol

Hugs,

Matt
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

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A lot of funny and based posts in a short time period. Much respect.
 
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Have a good day!
 
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NoSurprises

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Mar 11, 2021
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happy bday

I love your avatar, Sea Change is a fantastic album
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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Hope you have a nice day somehow. What about getting drunk AF? lol

Hugs,

Matt
Thank you :wink: I don't really enjoy booze anymore, it just makes me sleepy... This is probably TMI, but you look a lot like this mean Italian guy that I used to have a crush on, so I feel weird when I see your avatar :)) You're a much nicer person than he was though, so you don't have to be afraid I'll develop romantic feelings for you :haha:
Btw, you speak a really weird, mellow kind of Spanish in Argentina, you all sound stoned. I love that :))
A lot of funny and based posts in a short time period. Much respect.
Right back at ya! You're clearly a very intelligent & sensitive guy, it makes me livid & sad that you have to deal with suicidality. Sorry for calling you sensitive, I know most str8 guys find that insulting :))
 
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Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
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May whatever you wish for come to pass, and you're by far not the only one who thought he/she would never reach a certain age.
 
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SoVeryDone

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Happy day to you!
You have 40 years. That is pure strength in this world.
 
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Jan 24, 2021
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Oof. The big 4-0. I wish you peace whatever your ultimate decision.
 
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I choose love
Jan 25, 2021
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I'm 24, I'd hate to live another 16 years, fuck man, lol. Only if I get what I want. I wish you strength to find peace, however that can come for you. I hope this day is a fine day for you!
 
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Donk

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Jan 3, 2020
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Welcome to the 40's club. Too old to start over, too young to join Exit International. So if you date a straight person does that mean you are robbing the cradle?
I blame hot girls in car commercials for porn addiction. No way I see them IRL driving a Subaru Outback.
 
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ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
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Have a great day. I said I'd never see 30 but I'm nearly there lol

Your pic is a great album BTW. The Golden Age and Guess I'm Doing Fine are faves.
 
Mentalmick

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Nov 30, 2020
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40? You're fucked now.
 
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40 is 60 in gay years, so I guess I'm officially a dirty old man now :pfff:
Happy "strength to finally ctb this year" day! :hug:

btw, does that mean you've evolved into a "bear/daddy" now? (sorry if I got the terminology wrong)
 
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LONE WOLF.

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Nov 4, 2020
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Ha l'm a year away from 50! Do l win? :-)
 
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M.M

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Apr 10, 2021
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Congratulations.
I am nearing 50 in gay years, not a pleasant feeling. I fail to see much good ahead.
And I feel old too, and have felt that even in the peak of my youth.

I wish you may have good judgement and peace. :heart:
 
FireFox

FireFox

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Apr 8, 2020
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I used to swear I'd never let that happen. It doesn't make me feel old, but that's just because I've always felt old :haha:
40 is 60 in gay years, so I guess I'm officially a dirty old man now :pfff: I have a serious porn addiction problem, & I don't know how it's possible that my dick still works. All the other parts of my body are in constant pain. I'm not fat yet, but that's just because my digestion is fucked & it hurts to eat.
Don't wish me a happy birthday, wish me strength to finally ctb this year
I just discovered this post now today.
Happy late birthday from FireFox.

You are only 40 once treat yourself and do something nice if you have not. What cake do you have?
I am sorry your feeling so low.
I hate birthdays too they make me cry. My birthday is on the 13th May which is in 2 weeks time. I am not looking forward it. I will turn 24 but I feel 50.
Birthdays are the worst.
 
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I blame hot girls in car commercials for porn addiction. No way I see them IRL driving a Subaru Outback.
Well, I certainly don't blame girls, hot or cold, for my porn addiction :haha:
 
LeGuitarist

LeGuitarist

Eternally Lost
Mar 19, 2021
108
I know you told us not to, but I couldn't resist... happy birthday! Hope this year is better than your previous ones :))
Admire you for making it to 40 though; I'm in my twenties and I definitely can't imagine how much strength and willpower it took for you to make it so far
 
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btw, does that mean you've evolved into a "bear/daddy" now?
No, I'm not a bear, my back isn't hairy enough yet :haha: . "Daddy" is a vague category. I'm a top, but I'm not sexually attracted to guys who would describe themselves as boys. I prefer muscle bears, but they have to shave their backs for me :haha:
 

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