Why did you decide to go with caffeine? Just curious on that.
It was easily available, and though I had considered non-drug methods (e.g. hanging) I found it physically difficult to force myself to go through with them.
I bought SN several times but then chickened out and disposed of it...and now it's not really available in the UK
Can you describe the effect of such an amount of caffeine from the moment of taking it?
I can't really to be honest as my memory is really bad (for the few hours before taking it as well). I know I had a really strong burning smell, and that it was physically a almost impossible sensation to withstand (hence I called a friend for help). I assume the most horrible part was heart palpitations / feeling like I was having a heart attacked, bit as I said my memory is very minimal.
I also couldn't really walk. As in, I had to crawl to the front door (and even that was like climbing a mountain) and my friend dragged me into the taxi. She also said that time appeared to be going very slowly for me, like I kept asking why no one (taxi or ambulance) had arrived yet.
Can you describe the effect of such an amount of caffeine from the moment of taking it?
I can't really to be honest as my memory is really bad (for the few hours before taking it as well). I know I had a really strong burning smell, and that it was physically a almost impossible sensation to withstand (hence I called a friend for help). I assume the most horrible part was heart palpitations / feeling like I was having a heart attacked, bit as I said my memory is very minimal.
I also couldn't really walk. As in, I had to crawl to the front door (and even that was like climbing a mountain) and my friend dragged me into the taxi. She also said that time appeared to be going very slowly for me, like I kept asking why no one (taxi or ambulance) had arrived yet.
Did u managed to ingest all the 50 g?
I dissolved in water and drank it. I would say I ingested slightly under 50g as the very end of the drink wasn't totally dissolved. But it was roughly 50g
Did u managed to ingest all the 50 g?
I dissolved in water and drank it. I would say I ingested slightly under 50g as the very end of the drink wasn't totally dissolved. But it was roughly 50g
Did you throw up? Did you take any antiemetics to prevent throwing up? Was it painful? What symptoms of caffeine OD did you experience?
I threw up. A lot (like extreme vomitting for the next 24 hours. To the point that I tore my esophagus. Would not recommend in any way). I didn't take antiemetics as I didn't have access but also thought with the dose of be likely to CTB anyway. It wasn't painful per se (though as explained above my memory is bad, I think due to both the overdose and the trauma of the experience), just a horrible feeling. Also explained the symptoms (as far as I can remember - there was likely much more that I have thankfully repressed!) Above