Venting i tried to cbt but ....

[icantSleep]

Hi ...
i tried to ctb in the past but it didnt work cuz of my mom she just came from the nowhere and fucked it up and now i am afraid and my urge is even stronger but sometimes i Think if there is someone can just kill me once i looked for it i found one and she was a woman in 30's on the Facebook but then in the way to meeting i found out that he's man so i just got scared and run away can i find a partner here can do it Without pain ? like gun or some painless method

 

[Praestat_Mori]

There's a Partners Megathread here, but don't expect someone can help you CTBing, that's your own personal decision and you have to perform it by yourself. Nobody is able to help you with that.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/

 

[icantSleep]

There's a Partners Megathread here, but don't expect someone can help you CTBing, that's your own personal decision and you have to perform it by yourself. Nobody is able to help you with that.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/

thanks