I tried some of my N last night

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It gives a high of sorts, but the weird part is it made me see my character flaws that I wasn't able to see previously.

I was talking to someone on Discord about what has been bothering me and after about 10 to 20 minutes I couldn't understand what he was saying... it sounded like gibberish. All the while I was forgetting what words to use to talk and mispronouncing other words. My speech was very slow and slurred. Eventually I passed out. The next day (today) I could tell that I couldn't drive... stumbling around and all of that. So I had to ask for a ride. People around me could tell something was wrong with me and it made them nervous. I still feel off now 24 hours later.

Now I know how it works and tastes. It tastes very bitter and the juice I had prepared didn't help really. I had to wait for the taste to fade away. I feel much less afraid to do it now. I hope that soon I will be in another bad emotional state and I can pull it off.

My previous thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/hello.10733/

 

[Raggas]

Nice, you've tasted death quite literally.

 

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Nice, you've tasted death quite literally.

I guess so. I don't even remember passing out. So knowing this makes it a lot easier.

 

[Broken]

It gives a high of sorts, but the weird part is it made me see my character flaws that I wasn't able to see previously.

I was talking to someone on Discord about what has been bothering me and after about 10 to 20 minutes I couldn't understand what he was saying... it sounded like gibberish. All the while I was forgetting what words to use to talk and mispronouncing other words. My speech was very slow and slurred. Eventually I passed out. The next day (today) I could tell that I couldn't drive... stumbling around and all of that. So I had to ask for a ride. People around me could tell something was wrong with me and it made them nervous. I still feel off now 24 hours later.

Now I know how it works and tastes. It tastes very bitter and the juice I had prepared didn't help really. I had to wait for the taste to fade away. I feel much less afraid to do it now. I hope that soon I will be in another bad emotional state and I can pull it off.

My previous thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/hello.10733/

Can you compare the taste to anything? When I hear the word bitter I think of lemons. Would be good if it tasted of lemons lol

 

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Can you compare the taste to anything? When I hear the word bitter I think of lemons. Would be good if it tasted of lemons lol

The closest thing I can think of is when I used to chew up pills before swallowing them when I was a little kid. That is also somewhat bitter. Lemons are sour, which is different than bitter. N doesn't taste like lemons at all. Just extremely bitter.

If it tasted like cake... Well...

 

[GreyMagic]

Thank you for this information. Having a bad reaction to Primperan I'm now nervous about taking Nembutal itself.

 

[spanishguy22]

The closest thing I can think of is when I used to chew up pills before swallowing them when I was a little kid. That is also somewhat bitter. Lemons are sour, which is different than bitter. N doesn't taste like lemons at all. Just extremely bitter.

If it tasted like cake... Well...

bitter than chewing paracetamol or benzos maybe?

 

[ImsooDone1N]

I've also tried a small dose of my N (about 150mg). The taste was not surprisingly, quite bitter. It even had an alcoholic /benzene odor. I found that 20-30min after drinking it, I felt kinda drunken & it happened quite rapidly. It was not unpleasant.
I slowly began to loose coordination & passed out with no memory of actually falling asleep. If I had to describe the taste, I would say it was very bitter & chemical tasting. Chocolate after helped more than a sweet drink. Overall I expected it to be worse.

 

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bitter than chewing paracetamol or benzos maybe?

More bitter? I'm not sure as I've never chewed paracetamol or benzos. More than likely though, N is much more bitter than either of those you mentioned.

 

[Egddios]

When I had N (one bottle was confiscated by the police, the other two bottles I ended up using in small doses to knock myself out because I have a terrible time sleeping) it tasted to me like liquid metal. It was just hard to get down and the after taste really lingered.

N works super quickly, btw. The first time I tried it, shortly after I went to go downstairs for a smoke and almost fell down and the stairs. Good stuff, no joke. N is powerful. Wish it were more readily available. Also wish I'd been able to administer it to myself intravenously because of the taste.

I'd ordered my N from A back in 2016. After the one bottle was confiscated, I kept the two stashed and again, used them in small doses to knock myself out as needed. Ha. I had even ordered on Amazon some flavor drops that are used to make medicine more palatable. At most pharmacies, they offer flavors for medicines for children, so I bought a bottle of strawberry banana flavor I planned to use when N was my option.

These flavor drops are available on Amazon if anyone is interested.

If anyone has N or is considering ordering it, my recommendation is to NOT taste test it beforehand as the taste is very strong and might turn you off or make you question if you're able to consume the full amount needed. Better to just drink it when you're ready, and have something on hand afterwards like a lemon wedge to suck on, a lime wedge, or chocolate.

 

[spanishguy22]

Would a beer bong help in anyway with lessening taste of N? Or somw kind of tube you put close to your throat and kind of passes the tongue? I'm not sure if that's a thing but just saying.

 

[Egddios]

Would a beer bong help in anyway with lessening taste of N? Or somw kind of tube you put close to your throat and kind of passes the tongue? I'm not sure if that's a thing but just saying.

That's actually not a bad idea. It's been a long time since I've used a beer bong and I'm kind of laughing to remember but really, I like where you're going with this. I'd check out a medical supply store or see what they've got on Amazon, for patients who are unable to eat solid foods and need tubing to receive nutrition/meds, etc.

Not a bad idea at all. Kudos.