JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

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Feb 14, 2023
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Hi
I tried a small amount of SN tody to make sure it was actually as advertised and pure enough.

09:20 AM | I took 1.5 grams at fasted, but had a few glasses of water.
09:35 | I start to feel my heart beating faster and feeling weak
09:55 | Heart is beating fast and I'm getting tired and cold. I go somewhere private and passed out for a moment ad hugged the wall shaking. Once I arrived I lay down and no memory
12:25 | I wake up and feel okay

It's 8 hours after I took it and I just feel a bit lightheaded. If 25g of SN feel not much worse than what I experienced today, it's amazing and I can't wait to do it properly. It was really peaceful and comfy, you just get tired and lay down and sleep :)

And I'm certain now I got good SN. I'm a bit paranoid about it loosing potency, so I try and get the air out of the zipbag as good as possible and I threw in a few silica gel bags to keep it dry.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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It must be such a relief to have the SN and to have not suffered that much in the process of trying it, I wish you the best.
 
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unnormal9

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Absolutely, thank you for sharing your experience; it certainly eases me with SN.
 
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A larger dose might have very different results. Best to be careful and not take it lightly.
 
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Brave. Hope u feel better.
 
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Gonnerr

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Hi
I tried a small amount of SN tody to make sure it was actually as advertised and pure enough.

09:20 AM | I took 1.5 grams at fasted, but had a few glasses of water.
09:35 | I start to feel my heart beating faster and feeling weak
09:55 | Heart is beating fast and I'm getting tired and cold. I go somewhere private and passed out for a moment ad hugged the wall shaking. Once I arrived I lay down and no memory
12:25 | I wake up and feel okay

It's 8 hours after I took it and I just feel a bit lightheaded. If 25g of SN feel not much worse than what I experienced today, it's amazing and I can't wait to do it properly. It was really peaceful and comfy, you just get tired and lay down and sleep :)

And I'm certain now I got good SN. I'm a bit paranoid about it loosing potency, so I try and get the air out of the zipbag as good as possible and I threw in a few silica gel bags to keep it dry.
Did you had any nausea ?
 
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HerculePoirot

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Sep 25, 2022
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We have been warned against this kind of "experiment" many times. SN is a lethal poison, even at low dosage. Use it only to kill yourself. Do not play with it.
We have been warned against this kind of "experiment" many times. SN is a lethal poison, even at low dosage. Use it only to kill yourself. Do not play with it.
That said, thank you for this useful information. Please promise to never do that again (unless you really want to die quickly).
 
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Disaster

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Thank you for sharing this experience, however, this kind of trying is not recommended. It's recommended to use the aquarium test.
 
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Feb 3, 2023
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That's freaking brave but i wonder how it's possible to describe it as peacefull with the heart racing. That alone would make me panic honestly; i don't consider it as a "minor discomfort" and that's why i chose the N2 method, but i'm a pussy so there's that :)

Also, according to your updates it took you 15min to start to feel the effects; i thought it was faster. Plenty of time for SI to bully you in between, did you hesitate to make yourself vomit at some point ?
 
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zeenatax

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Dec 15, 2022
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Hi
I tried a small amount of SN tody to make sure it was actually as advertised and pure enough.

09:20 AM | I took 1.5 grams at fasted, but had a few glasses of water.
09:35 | I start to feel my heart beating faster and feeling weak
09:55 | Heart is beating fast and I'm getting tired and cold. I go somewhere private and passed out for a moment ad hugged the wall shaking. Once I arrived I lay down and no memory
12:25 | I wake up and feel okay

It's 8 hours after I took it and I just feel a bit lightheaded. If 25g of SN feel not much worse than what I experienced today, it's amazing and I can't wait to do it properly. It was really peaceful and comfy, you just get tired and lay down and sleep :)

And I'm certain now I got good SN. I'm a bit paranoid about it loosing potency, so I try and get the air out of the zipbag as good as possible and I threw in a few silica gel bags to keep it dry.
May I ask where did you get the sn from and how long ago? Why were you worried it may have spoiled?
 
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wiltingorchid

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Apr 16, 2023
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Thanks for sharing your experience. I only wish you the best.
 
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stilhavinightmares

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Also curious if you experienced nausea.
 
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JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

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Feb 14, 2023
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Did you had any nausea ?
Also curious if you experienced nausea.
I had mild nausea just before I passed out.
We have been warned against this kind of "experiment" many times. SN is a lethal poison, even at low dosage. Use it only to kill yourself. Do not play with it.

That said, thank you for this useful information. Please promise to never do that again (unless you really want to die quickly).
I agree, it's a lot of risk of things going wrong. I always loved experimenting with drugs on myself and now the thought of ctb from SN isn't scary anymore
How was the taste?
It was slightly salty, like a pinch of table salt. It's definetly less salty than a same amount in table salt
That's freaking brave but i wonder how it's possible to describe it as peacefull with the heart racing. That alone would make me panic honestly; i don't consider it as a "minor discomfort" and that's why i chose the N2 method, but i'm a pussy so there's that :)

Also, according to your updates it took you 15min to start to feel the effects; i thought it was faster. Plenty of time for SI to bully you in between, did you hesitate to make yourself vomit at some point ?
I expected to feel a lot worse or panicky but it was just my heart beating faster and becoming really tired. I can definetly see propanolol being handy after today, but I personally won't bother with it.N2 would be my way to go if there was no SN! :)

Damn I forgot to mention that in the main post. I had rouhly 300ml of water just before I drank the SN. That and the fact that my dose is rather small is the reason why it took so long. 25g would be a 16 times higher dose then what I took (1.5g)
May I ask where did you get the sn from and how long ago? Why were you worried it may have spoiled?
I bought it from a polish online shop I found by searching "buy sodium nitrite" in polish.They ship to the whole of europe. Feel free to shoot me a message.
I opened the SN a few days ago. I was worried as I did a similar test run in the past(previous order same company), where I took the same dose over a time of 1.5 hours in smaller increment. I didn't feel much at that time, and was worried it might be bunk.
Now I know the issue was me not taking it in one go as it was effective this time.
 
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MildlyBetter

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Thank you for sharing this experience
 
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Gonnerr

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I think 5 or 10g would be enough to kill me and not having to worry about vomitting, 20 or 25g is a lot , that's why people puke and they freak out and call 911. There is a guy in a previous thread who almost died from 2g. I think the lowest the dose the better it is. Taking too much is just not good and peaceful.

All those protocol i dont believe too much in the dosage , because there was no real test like pharmaceutic group does with new pills.
 
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thundersnail

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"Testing" SN is very risky and doesn't tell you the purity since it takes a tiny amount to experience effects or even die from it. You could've felt the same after ingesting powder that's 50% sodium nitrite and 50% sodium nitrate. To check the purity, search about and ask the source you bought it from, and do an aquarium test (blood test is unreliable since low purity SN and sodium nitrate can pass it). For now I'd take an antidote for the SN (methylene blue is what's used in hospitals, but for home, ascorbic acid (vitamin c) and vitamin e can also interfere with SN to a lesser extent, so supplement them and/or eat foods high in them, while trying to keep phytic acid consumption low since that will make the SN more effective) and if you still feel terrible consider going to a hospital.
 
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depressedlover

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expected to feel a lot worse or panicky but it was just my heart beating faster and becoming really tired. I can definetly see propanolol being handy after today, but I personally won't bother with it.N2 would be my way to go if there was no SN! :)
I'm soon using my SN,was planning on getting some propranolol but then saw some comments from users that it would delay the process,i'm confused on what to do? any suggestions from those with more knowledge about the whole process?
 
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JuliaOnTheNet

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Feb 14, 2023
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I'm happy my experience is helpful to some people :)
I was stupid and took another gram yesterday night to help me sleep... I gotta stop that. Aaaand I'm feeling alright, I have no side-effects from the SN yesterday. I got a blood test done today, I'm curious if it messed up my values.

I'm soon using my SN,was planning on getting some propranolol but then saw some comments from users that it would delay the process,i'm confused on what to do? any suggestions from those with more knowledge about the whole process?
I'm certain that Propanolol won't cause any issues with the SN. It will prevent the higher heart rate which should make CTBing a bit more comfortable.

I think 5 or 10g would be enough to kill me and not having to worry about vomitting, 20 or 25g is a lot , that's why people puke and they freak out and call 911. There is a guy in a previous thread who almost died from 2g. I think the lowest the dose the better it is. Taking too much is just not good and peaceful.

All those protocol i dont believe too much in the dosage , because there was no real test like pharmaceutic group does with new pills.
I think taking higher amounts will be more peaceful as you will pass out a lot faster. I found a safety sheet in german. On page 9 it says lethal dose for humans is 71 mg/kg which is roughly 6g for an average 70kg person. I'm pretty sure it doesn't matter if it's 6, 10, 15 or 25g you will get nausea and puke, but with 25g you have an extremely good chance of succeeding even if you vomit half out you still got two lethal doses
 
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HerculePoirot

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Quickness is a major factor of success. That's why the recommended dosage is way above the minimal lethal amount. Lower dosages would make the process much slower and more painful.
 
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jolongone

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Feb 24, 2023
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Hi
I tried a small amount of SN tody to make sure it was actually as advertised and pure enough.

09:20 AM | I took 1.5 grams at fasted, but had a few glasses of water.
09:35 | I start to feel my heart beating faster and feeling weak
09:55 | Heart is beating fast and I'm getting tired and cold. I go somewhere private and passed out for a moment ad hugged the wall shaking. Once I arrived I lay down and no memory
12:25 | I wake up and feel okay

It's 8 hours after I took it and I just feel a bit lightheaded. If 25g of SN feel not much worse than what I experienced today, it's amazing and I can't wait to do it properly. It was really peaceful and comfy, you just get tired and lay down and sleep :)

And I'm certain now I got good SN. I'm a bit paranoid about it loosing potency, so I try and get the air out of the zipbag as good as possible and I threw in a few silica gel bags to keep it dry.
Just wanted to ask if you took any anti nausea meds? And thank you for the info 🙏
 
Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

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Apr 10, 2023
532
Woah, this is extremely interesting. It definitely alleviates a lot of the fears I had about SN.
 
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JuliaOnTheNet

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Just wanted to ask if you took any anti nausea meds? And thank you for the info 🙏
Hello, no I didn'. I would recommend them though for ctb
 
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Kasumi

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Mar 3, 2023
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Did you had any nausea ?
seeing this a little late,...

The maximum amount of sodium the body can take in a day is roughly about 2g.
So not vomiting from anything below that doesn't mean that you wont vomit when taking more, in fact you'll most likely throw it up if you're not taking antiemetics.
 
Chloe3

Chloe3

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Mar 9, 2023
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I bought it from a polish online shop I found by searching "buy sodium nitrite" in polish.They ship to the whole of europe.
I am from germany and found the same website some days ago. I wanted to order, but then got scared if there are any sorts of customs that could maybe check what I have ordered and get me in trouble for it.
Do you know if it's safe to order?
 
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I think 5 or 10g would be enough to kill me and not having to worry about vomitting, 20 or 25g is a lot , that's why people puke and they freak out and call 911. There is a guy in a previous thread who almost died from 2g. I think the lowest the dose the better it is. Taking too much is just not good and peaceful.

All those protocol i dont believe too much in the dosage , because there was no real test like pharmaceutic group does with new pills.
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"the lowest the dose the better". There is a potential danger if the dose is low. You could wake up with brain damage. SN works by reducing the amount of oxygen your bloodstream can carry. That means that all your organs, including your brain, will be deprived of oxygen. Some organs can cope with that better than others, but your brain doesn't cope well, and is easily damaged - and the damage would probably be irreversible. If were using SN (I won't be) I would calculate what the fatal dose is for someone of my weight, and then increase it by a factor of 2 to be on the safe side.
 
Kasumi

Kasumi

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Mar 3, 2023
495
I am from germany and found the same website some days ago. I wanted to order, but then got scared if there are any sorts of customs that could maybe check what I have ordered and get me in trouble for it.
Do you know if it's safe to order?
There are generally no custom controls within europe... I say generally and I'm in europe myself, I also ordered from within europe, but obviously I cant promise anything.
 
JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

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Feb 14, 2023
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I am from germany and found the same website some days ago. I wanted to order, but then got scared if there are any sorts of customs that could maybe check what I have ordered and get me in trouble for it.
Do you know if it's safe to order?
like Kasumi said, in the European Union there are no customs. There's sites selling drugs over the whole EU without issues. the only reason something can go wrong is the package being damaged or maybe there are a few packages being inspected at random but that's similar to domestic mail
 
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TheNihilisticViking

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May 14, 2023
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Where did you get hold of SN? I'm looking into it myself, so I would be grateful if you can enlighten me on this?
 
JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

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Feb 14, 2023
101
Where did you get hold of SN? I'm looking into it myself, so I would be grateful if you can enlighten me on this?
It's not allowed to share sources on the forum but I can pm you. You just need more posts to unlock private messages like 20.You can do forum games in the offtopic forum :)
 
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