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Bethlehem
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- Jan 16, 2026
- 12
Society revolves around relationships. If you can't get into one you're dirt. I was gonna CTB on new years but I was unprepared and the family I like was over and I didn't want to traumatize them with my dangling pants soiled blue tongue corpse. I've decided next new year or after winter is better. Girls treat me like I'm disgusting. My family is always being ableist to me and telling me "don't be rude" when I'm not being rude but these girls just get a free pass because they're not sexually attracted to me so I'm scum apparently. No one cares unless you're attractive or dying. I'm just seen as a creep but if I was 6'0+ and ripped they'd see me as cool or something idfk but yeah university gets back soon. I'm dreading it. New dumb girls to belittle me and make me feel like the worst person alive. YAYYYYY! I regret not doing it on new years.