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t0rch

t0rch

(´▽`)
Mar 29, 2023
36
Today is the day I'll take my own life. I planned it to be in 13 days but the pain all feels too much. I'll post a goodbye/method thread later. Going to go by SN.

—-

I almost feel… excited, perhaps. All the suffering is going to end now. Today. It'll all be over soon. I'm such a selfish ass for doing this now but I'm sorry. I can't do it anymore.
A dead person can't feel guilt, so it won't matter, right?
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,708
I hope that you find peace soon and that your transition to non existence goes as peacefully as possible if you decide to go through with this
 
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t0rch

t0rch

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Mar 29, 2023
36
I hope that you find peace soon and that your transition to non existence goes as peacefully as possible if you decide to go through with this
Thank you. I hope so too. I was fortunate enough to obtain a lot of benzo so it'll almost be like going to sleep.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
403
leave well
 
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alltoomuch2

alltoomuch2

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,048
Today is the day I'll take my own life. I planned it to be in 13 days but the pain all feels too much. I'll post a goodbye/method thread later. Going to go by SN.

—-

I almost feel… excited, perhaps. All the suffering is going to end now. Today. It'll all be over soon. I'm such a selfish ass for doing this now but I'm sorry. I can't do it anymore.
A dead person can't feel guilt, so it won't matter, right?
Oh I'm so sorry. Only just met you. I hope it all goes peacefully for you xxxx
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
232
I hope you can find the peace and happiness you're looking for.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

Experienced
Nov 25, 2024
258
You are not selfish. All the best, peace and love be with you.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,839
I really understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering in this cruel, painful existence, I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 
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