I think this where you see reality

[itsallover]

There is no such thing as happiness. Everything is just responsibilities. The fact that I can't work scares me because I know that homelessness is a very real possibility for me now. Even when I was working and busting my ass the only thing I really looked forward to was drinking my ass off on the weekends. I think the thoughts we all share here is what goes through everyone's mind at one point or another. I used to love life. Now I absolutely hate it. If given the choice to born or not what would you choose?

 

[MachineGunDani]

I would choose not to. Too bad we don't get a choice lol

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I know how you feel I'm pretty much homeless and next month will be on the streets. I wish I was never born and I should of never been born everyone would of been better off.

 

[MachineGunDani]

I hate shit like homelessness. Kills me. R u in the us?

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

I hate shit like homelessness. Kills me. R u in the us?

Ya I am but it's ok

 

[bigj75]

Happiness comes and goes. To me the real goal is peace. You can be peaceful and not happy.

 

[Libido Torpedo]

There is no such thing as happiness. Everything is just responsibilities. The fact that I can't work scares me because I know that homelessness is a very real possibility for me now. Even when I was working and busting my ass the only thing I really looked forward to was drinking my ass off on the weekends. I think the thoughts we all share here is what goes through everyone's mind at one point or another. I used to love life. Now I absolutely hate it. If given the choice to born or not what would you choose?

happiness and responsibilities are both social constructs fam.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

If given the choice to born or not what would you choose?

Not.

But I never liked life. I don't like doing anything. I don't like being anything, but I've often thought homelessness may be the best thing that could ever happen.

I'd probably live better than now. I'd eat out of the garbage, walk in and out of wherever I wanted whenever I wanted. Would refuse to speak to anyone, whereas now I have to talk at work. I really don't like to.

With money, I'm afraid to spend it. I live worse now than I probably would if I was penniless. Hell, I could stand at Wal Mart and listen to better headphones in the electronics department than I'm wearing right now.

I have to stop or I'll end up quitting my job, but of course I won't. It's just like the bullet in the head. Too chicken shit for that, too.

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

There is no such thing as happiness. Everything is just responsibilities. The fact that I can't work scares me because I know that homelessness is a very real possibility for me now. Even when I was working and busting my ass the only thing I really looked forward to was drinking my ass off on the weekends. I think the thoughts we all share here is what goes through everyone's mind at one point or another. I used to love life. Now I absolutely hate it. If given the choice to born or not what would you choose?

Being on this website, I think you would find that most people would choose not to be born. But if you ask them when they were not suffering days on end without any respite, they would most likely say otherwise. It is only until one feels the actual unrelenting pain that one would consider suicide or not being born. However, most people don't suffer the kind of pain we suffer here hence the "normal" people think we are insane and would do everything they could to make any kind of peaceful suicide methods as inaccessible as possible.

 

[okyeah]

I hate my parents. They never deserved to have a child but here I am. Now I will take control of their mistake and kill myself.