scenecore fan
I'm permanently broken.
- Jan 26, 2026
- 16
so, recently i've started to think if people will even care about my suicide, every single day that goes by makes me get closer to the day i finally snap and just kms, but that same feeling of accepting the fact that i will die by my own hand has made me have that other thought, and not gonna lie, im pretty sure no one will remember me.
i think it will go like this: i die, ppl will be like what omg i didn't see that one coming (i've been talking about how shitty i feel for years now, that includes my suicidal thoughts sometimes), they will get the initial sadness of seeing that one mf you used to know but after a while, they will forget about my existence.
it's not like im sayin all this because im a whiny lil bitch, but like i lowkey have reasons to believe that just one person will legit miss me, that being my best friend (tbh one of the only reasons i'm still here) but the others? yeah, im pretty sure that if for some reason they remember me, they wont be able to even recall my last name...
i think it will go like this: i die, ppl will be like what omg i didn't see that one coming (i've been talking about how shitty i feel for years now, that includes my suicidal thoughts sometimes), they will get the initial sadness of seeing that one mf you used to know but after a while, they will forget about my existence.
it's not like im sayin all this because im a whiny lil bitch, but like i lowkey have reasons to believe that just one person will legit miss me, that being my best friend (tbh one of the only reasons i'm still here) but the others? yeah, im pretty sure that if for some reason they remember me, they wont be able to even recall my last name...
