I was feeling awful earlier like usual, really wanting to hang myself in the school bathrooms tomorrow but I've been thinking.
Is THAT how I wanna go out.. really?? no.
I don't want to be remembered as some loner who just killed himself in the school toilets. I want to die in a high speed crash.
I'm not dedicated fully but I'm promising myself if I'm gonna do it, it HAS to be this way.
I have some money spare at the moment, easily enough to get a used motorbike capable of 160mph.
The plan is to honestly just drive it about, I'm such a fucking loser I have not license or anything even though I CAN drive (driving tests here are strict asf I'm not just saying that)
Then if someone tries pull me over, that's when I go for it.
Full speed straight into a lorry or something. I'll be so focused on speed and having fun I'll die instantly especially at such a high speed.
Is THAT how I wanna go out.. really?? no.
I don't want to be remembered as some loner who just killed himself in the school toilets. I want to die in a high speed crash.
I'm not dedicated fully but I'm promising myself if I'm gonna do it, it HAS to be this way.
I have some money spare at the moment, easily enough to get a used motorbike capable of 160mph.
The plan is to honestly just drive it about, I'm such a fucking loser I have not license or anything even though I CAN drive (driving tests here are strict asf I'm not just saying that)
Then if someone tries pull me over, that's when I go for it.
Full speed straight into a lorry or something. I'll be so focused on speed and having fun I'll die instantly especially at such a high speed.
