I think it's time to say goodbye!

[Worsethangarbage]

Well, you might not know me...anyways. I am gonna try partial in a bit. Will update here if I fail.
Thanks for everything!

 

[Mynameisnotimportant]

good luck! I wish you well.

 

[15dec]

Hope you find the peace you're looking for, hugs

 

[Retched]

hope you find your peace

 

[21Neberg]

I wish you nothing but the best of luck! I hope you manage to overcome your survival instinct!

 

[throwaway777]

i hope ur suffering ends !!

 

[nohoper]

best wishes hope you find peace,

 

[Worsethangarbage]

Ok, ready. Tied up the noose and ready to fall down.

 

[MistakesHappen]

Wish you the best, safe travel companion. We are here if you need .

 

[blueming]

Good luck! I wish you the best ^^

 

[Politecat]

Good luck, I wish you had more time so we could've talked. See you on the other side

 

[Deleted member 4288]

Good luck! See you on the other side, hugs <3

im sorry life didn't treat you better :''(

I hope you find your peace.....

 

[Worsethangarbage]

UPDATE: chickened out. As I was suspending my body more and more, I started to feel dizzy. My whole body was sort of burning and half of my side was paralyzed. I passed out for a sec and then stood up. Tried again but failed.
I am a failure at killing myself too...it seems.
I will try again after gathering the energy. Until, then, peace out.

 

[MistakesHappen]

Partial suspension is really hard, don't blame yourself. Most of us here have the same problem

 

[Othermind]

UPDATE: chickened out. As I was suspending my body more and more, I started to feel dizzy. My whole body was sort of burning and half of my side was paralyzed. I passed out for a sec and then stood up. Tried again but failed.
I am a failure at killing myself too...it seems.
I will try again after gathering the energy. Until, then, peace out.

Don't beat yourself up, man.
Truth to be told, I think it's kind of a shit method that takes way too much effort to be worthwhile. Not your fault at all that you chickened out, most people (myself included) did/do.

 

[Deleted member 4288]

UPDATE: chickened out. As I was suspending my body more and more, I started to feel dizzy. My whole body was sort of burning and half of my side was paralyzed. I passed out for a sec and then stood up. Tried again but failed.
I am a failure at killing myself too...it seems.
I will try again after gathering the energy. Until, then, peace out.

I had the same experience with partial :(

I can't get it to work, but I'm still trying cause it's the only method I have...

Don't blame yourself, partial is so hard to do. It seems so easy in theory, but seems impossible in practice.

 

[cu1len]

UPDATE: chickened out. As I was suspending my body more and more, I started to feel dizzy. My whole body was sort of burning and half of my side was paralyzed. I passed out for a sec and then stood up. Tried again but failed.
I am a failure at killing myself too...it seems.
I will try again after gathering the energy. Until, then, peace out.

I'm proud of you for trying! Since my first attempt at ctb I've been to afraid to try again. My first attempt was terrible and I was in excruciating pain for over an hour (I slit my wrists but not deep enough) and since then I've been doing more research (hoping to find a plant I could use instead: hemlock for example). It's terrifying when it comes to hanging (experimented with that too) but I love the control you have with partial hanging.

 

[Final Escape]

Sorry it didn't work :( I couldn't do this method without being incredibly fucked up on other drugs first. I'd have to be super numbed out. Glad you're ok.

 

[Politecat]

UPDATE: chickened out. As I was suspending my body more and more, I started to feel dizzy. My whole body was sort of burning and half of my side was paralyzed. I passed out for a sec and then stood up. Tried again but failed.
I am a failure at killing myself too...it seems.
I will try again after gathering the energy. Until, then, peace out.

Don't beat yourself over it, I tried partial last year but with no success, try it again, and if it doesn't work, don't forget there are other methods. Hugs for you in these trying times

 

[Worsethangarbage]

I had the same experience with partial :(

I can't get it to work, but I'm still trying cause it's the only method I have...

Don't blame yourself, partial is so hard to do. It seems so easy in theory, but seems impossible in practice.

Sorry to hear that...since I am in the same situation. Only partial is available to me.