I think I'm ready to try again.

[SHThrowAway213]

It's either jumping or hanging.
I wasn't sure about trying hanging again as I've failed too many times.
But I'm done here....there is nothing to make me stay.
I usually drink to stop there thoughts, but I don't even have the energy to do that anymore.
I'm getting drunk beforehand...hopefully it will help with SI.
This will be my 9th attempt.

 

[woxihuanni]

Please do not do something with high risk of damaged survival in the moment. Hang on and talk to me if your method is not safe... <3

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Please do not do something with high risk of damaged survival in the moment. Hang on and talk to me if your method is not safe... <3

I'm honestly not sure about jumping as it is only 80 feet.

 

[woxihuanni]

I'm honestly not sure about jumping as it is only 80 feet.

Please don't.There must be a safe way for you.

 

[AbandonedStudio]

I'm honestly not sure about jumping as it is only 80 feet.

There's a high risk you will survive the jump and end up with a lot of injuries.

 

[Bukmeikara1]

My friend, the harsh truth is that if you tried 8 times and failed than you don't want to actually succeed. Jumping from that height would be likely another similar scenario after which you could be crippled for life and other people would end up deciding your fate.

If you do it, let it be with a clear head and if you want it that much don't be afraid from pain. Death is not that hard to accomplish if we accept it, right now you are just making sure to fail at the last moment