Venting I think I'm finally worn

[heirofvoid]

Just frustrated about everything right now. I can't buy a new phone and I also don't have the money for the repairs of my current phone so fucking companies cannot call me!!! There isn't any lockdown anymore here but a lot of the jobs I've applied to still want to do a phone call interview instead.

Last week my art got reposted and I tried talking to the reposter to take it down but no response at all. I have no idea how DMCA works because I don't even know if it applies to me. I'm not USA citizen. The DMCA form also required my personal info which I did not want to put because I JUST REALLY WANT MY ART DELETED I DON'T WANT TO ESCALATE THIS IN COURT. Also, it was a fanart so not sure how DMCA works with that either. The reposter has 49k followers and even big artists that I follow are victims of this reposter. If they couldn't take it down what more of me with literally 45 followers. Like will reporting even do anything if I'm just alone? I never even expected for that shit to repost my art because they didn't repost my drawings for the past 2 months and I always timed when I post them so it wouldn't repost it. (The account takes posts from a subreddit and sometimes the account is "down" so I always post around the time it's down).

HMMM WHAT ELSE? Oh you know just having symptoms of carpal tunnel syndrome HAHA! God really said "fuck you" this March. It sucks that I can't fucking draw and the last art that I drew which took me hours to finish while my hand was fucking in pain just got reposted with no credits to me at all.

Oh my bed is infested with bed bugs too for months now so I barely sleep. I can't hire pest control because I don't have the money. My family wouldn't also let me just clean and throw away stuff in my room so the bed bugs just keep on multiplying haha!

I FEEL LIKE FUCKING SHIT. This is like a sign to just give up BUT I DONT KNOW HOW EITHER. I'm honestly considering setting myself on fire so I won't be able to stop it. I don't care if it's painful. A problem with it though is I might cause fires which I don't want so I need a fucking location again..aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM GOING INSANE PLEASE JUST FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY

 

[jimmy7754]

I had bed bugs my last year in college ruined that feeling of fulfillment.. just gave me a taste of how bad things can get.

I'm so sorry bed bugs might make you set yourself on fire.. but don't do that.. it's probably the worse way to go.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

You can't exist without a phone these days .

How else would you be able to be tracked by GCHQ and NSA? Israel , USA. and UK have money to make / /genocides to commit and they need you on the plantation to pay for their weapons

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really stressful and horrible what you are going through. I am sorry that you are suffering so much. I understand why you would be so frustrated. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Of The Universe]

Heir,listen!! We had bed bugs Years ago. There's A cheap,harmless substance called Diamataceous Earth that will kill them. Its on Amazon as well as Walmart. Its cheap. Its made from crystals that form in the ocean. Get "Food Grade."
Harmless to people and pets. It dehydrated the dirty muthafukkaz!!!
Also get a mattress cover that is made to keep out bedbugs. Again,amazon,Wal-Mart and target ALL sell them.
Borrow the money,its not too much. Good luck!

 

[heirofvoid]

You can't exist without a phone these days .

How else would you be able to be tracked by GCHQ and NSA? Israel , USA. and UK have money to make / /genocides to commit and they need you on the plantation to pay for their weapons

what are you talking about

Heir,listen!! We had bed bugs Years ago. There's A cheap,harmless substance called Diamataceous Earth that will kill them. Its on Amazon as well as Walmart. Its cheap. Its made from crystals that form in the ocean. Get "Food Grade."
Harmless to people and pets. It dehydrated the dirty muthafukkaz!!!
Also get a mattress cover that is made to keep out bedbugs. Again,amazon,Wal-Mart and target ALL sell them.
Borrow the money,its not too much. Good luck!i auve

Heir,listen!! We had bed bugs Years ago. There's A cheap,harmless substance called Diamataceous Earth that will kill them. Its on Amazon as well as Walmart. Its cheap. Its made from crystals that form in the ocean. Get "Food Grade."
Harmless to people and pets. It dehydrated the dirty muthafukkaz!!!
Also get a mattress cover that is made to keep out bedbugs. Again,amazon,Wal-Mart and target ALL sell them.
Borrow the money,its not too much. Good luck!

i'll try those out thank you! i'll just be sneaky about it then

 

[onleana]

im tired of wanting more. i think im finally worn too. im sorry you are suffering. life is awful. hugs friend ❤

 

[lost_ally]

Heir,listen!! We had bed bugs Years ago. There's A cheap,harmless substance called Diamataceous Earth that will kill them. Its on Amazon as well as Walmart. Its cheap. Its made from crystals that form in the ocean. Get "Food Grade."
Harmless to people and pets. It dehydrated the dirty muthafukkaz!!!
Also get a mattress cover that is made to keep out bedbugs. Again,amazon,Wal-Mart and target ALL sell them.
Borrow the money,its not too much. Good luck!

Off topic, but this stuff is great! Also good for pets with parasites and humans too :D internally and externally.
Kill those little feckers :D

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

what are you talking about



i'll try those out thank you! i'll just be sneaky about it then

The phone is a control device that tracks your movements. This was known to those with common sense for a long time

Everyone without common sense had to wait for 2013 Snowden disclosures

Government tracking makes it easier to control you in the casino gulag "plantation" world economic system