I think I might try tonight

[mpti]

Things have come up and it's becoming clear that I'm not going to be and I'm not willing to be successful or normal or functional in any way. I wish I had more time to make an attempt and could make things easier on my family, but it doesn't look like I can even do that anymore, or do that without causing more problems.

I plan on bringing my generator in my car, driving to a secluded spot, and hoping that the CO builds to the point where I can just pass out and die. I really hope this works because I don't think I could handle looking at my parents after attempting again.

 

[mpti]

By the way, I don't mean for this to be an attention grabbing thing or whatever. I can't guarantee I'm gonna die tonight, or even if I'll be able to try. But it's definitely something I would like to do.

 

[Ineedapush]

I wish you all the best if you end up being able to do so. I hope you can leave peacefully.

 

[Ssrejisser]

Good luck in whatever you do.

 

[JustAboutDone]

I'm sorry that something has obviously happened to push you into this at this moment. If you want to share it, no one here will judge you. Whatever you end up doing, I hope you are able to stay calm and peaceful xx

 

[Sickman75]

I'm sorry that something has obviously happened to push you into this at this moment. If you want to share it, no one here will judge you. Whatever you end up doing, I hope you are able to stay calm and peaceful xx

I agree too... That's rather impulsive move your making, do you need someone to talk to,?

 

[Redt2go]

By the way, I don't mean for this to be an attention grabbing thing or whatever. I can't guarantee I'm gonna die tonight, or even if I'll be able to try. But it's definitely something I would like to do.

We got plenty of attention to give

 

[Kirkscoobz]

Don't just wait for the CO to build up, try some pills and a little alcohol, not so much that you vomit, this way you won't be aware,

Its a sad time but its your decision,
What ever happens find piece.

 

[First loss]

I wish you success, brother.

I hope you will find your salvation in peace.

Goodbye and good luck.

 

[mpti]

I agree too... That's rather impulsive move your making, do you need someone to talk to,?

I see what you mean, definitely, but I think this is really the best option for me. It'll just be worse if I walt.

 

[Sickman75]

I see what you mean, definitely, but I think this is really the best option for me. It'll just be worse if I walt.

Well, it's ok if you change your mind. People do care about you.

 

[Ssrejisser]

How are you doing?

 

[Kingkelly]

Take me with you ❤

 

[Dead_Inside]

I can understand the need to leave. As others have said, you are welcome to talk about what is going on.... but I can see why you might want to just take the sad desperate feelings and go for it while you feel able.
I wish you all the luck I have to give. Find some place peaceful.