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BlueMeanie88
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- Jun 16, 2019
- 16
I think I have really lost my mind. I tried to commit suicide by overdosing with everything in my moms medicine cabinet when I was 16. She is a nurse and to be honest I have no clue what pills they were. It had to be over 200 pills of god knows what. All I remember is passing out on a step stool in the kitchen and coming in and out to my step dad splashing milk in face and trying to force me to drink the milk. I didn't go to the doctor because my mom was too embarrassed to have her coworkers know her kid tried to kill herself. I woke up a few days later surrounded by vomit and urine. My mom then yelled at me to get ready for school. I guess I'm rambling. Long story short, not really, I think I died that night and am currently in some kind of hell. Idk. My life has always been filled with misery. I'm so confused. I have been googling obituaries to see if I can find myself. I think I've officially cracked
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