erdbeeren
Student
- Oct 13, 2021
- 100
I literally cannot tell what's real or fake anymore. I keep seeing things crawl on the walls and noises all around me. I keep having nightmares that may or may not be real events. I can barely feel any emotions. I have no one to turn to who I can trust with knowing my genuine feelings. I'm a wreck. My bday has come and passed. I don't want to get older. Things will just get even lonelier and I'll feel more pathetic. I'm a lost cause. I can sense that someone or something is after me.