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Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
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To make sure that my sn is really sn, I decided to buy 2 aquarium tests from the same company. One test for NO2, the other for NO3. I followed the directions exactly and used distilled water for testing.
So:
First test for NO2 with water from my aquarium, as you can see there is little nitrite here
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Next, I decided to add a pinch of nitrite to distilled water, and this is the result. As can be seen here a positive nitrite test
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Next will be tests for nitrates (NO3) To begin with, a tap water test, there are few nitrates
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Here I tried the water from the aquarium. A lot of nitrates :/ Which is confirmed by the fact that I have a lot of algae
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Here I added again nitrites to distilled water and this is what happened. Apparently a large amount of nitrite gives a strange result, which probably once again confirms that I have nitrite, not nitrate
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I also decided to try my sn (I don't recommend you do this if you're not sure, I just wanted to get a psychological experience). Unfortunately my kitchen scale can't be accurate enough, so I'm guessing I drank somewhere around 0.3-0.5g. It was easy to do, since I tried a lot of shit in my life, but sn really tastes disgusting, it's worse than table salt, it tastes sour and salty. At first, my pulse from little panic rose to 130, but then it stabilized to 110, a frequent heartbeat does not cause fear and pain. Within 5 minutes, the oxygen level dropped to 93%, then within 10 minutes to 86% and did not fall below. My fingers turned slightly blue, my face and lips too, which scared me a little. For the first 1.5 hours, I experienced no symptoms other than a rapid heartbeat. Then for a few seconds I felt dizzy and a little pain, quickly passed. Nausea appeared for a few seconds and quickly passed. BUT after 2.5 hours after taking it, I started to feel very sick, I didn't want to burp, but it was quite unpleasant, until I ate some cookies. I have stomach problems, maybe this is because of this. As a result, I can say that sn is very lethal, in 10 minutes I had 86% oxygen, which is very dangerous. And the nausea is just disgusting, worse than a headache, but I think I can handle it when the time comes...
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ger3172

ger3172

prove to me im not gonna die alone
Oct 23, 2021
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and how are you feeling now?
thank you for sharing
 
Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
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and how are you feeling now?
thank you for sharing
4 hours after taking it, I still feel a little nauseous, my face is also a little gray. I think after sleep everything will pass
 
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SenseOfLoss

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life could have been so beautiful
Feb 24, 2023
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Thank you for sharing your experience. It is very helpful. You are very brave and I hope you are well now.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I hope that you don't suffer too much from what you've done, but anyway thanks for sharing, I think those who have SN certainly are fortunate.
 
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