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Ready for what comes after death
- Mar 24, 2023
- 167
I jumped from a height, about 16 to 20 feet high, I made sure it would be emergency response that finds me, not a regular joe
I survived with pretty severe injuries, broken neck ligaments, broken spine, broken hip, broken elbow
I have no memories of the jump and landing and I hope it stays that way, the brain does one hell of a job to forget physically traumatic pain.
I'm not paralyzed surprisingly, after multiple surgeries and physical therapy I can walk with a cane but I still need a wheelchair sometimes
The worst part is my injured knee from my previous attempt 5 years prior is now the strongest I have, it has to do the heavy lifting and its hell, I'm constantly exhausted, in pain, I cannot get up from the floor even with something to lift myself with.
Saying all this as a I do not recommend this method, people even survives the golden gate bridge, a thought that came to me after thinking my next attempt if I don't get access to an easier less violent method would be to jump off the nearby bridge, but I fear the initial impact won't kill me and the water will do me in instead
Also saying all this as proof that we need access to dignified dying methods, every attempts I've done to myself out of desperation have been very violent and left me worse off and more dependent. We deserve dignity
I survived with pretty severe injuries, broken neck ligaments, broken spine, broken hip, broken elbow
I have no memories of the jump and landing and I hope it stays that way, the brain does one hell of a job to forget physically traumatic pain.
I'm not paralyzed surprisingly, after multiple surgeries and physical therapy I can walk with a cane but I still need a wheelchair sometimes
The worst part is my injured knee from my previous attempt 5 years prior is now the strongest I have, it has to do the heavy lifting and its hell, I'm constantly exhausted, in pain, I cannot get up from the floor even with something to lift myself with.
Saying all this as a I do not recommend this method, people even survives the golden gate bridge, a thought that came to me after thinking my next attempt if I don't get access to an easier less violent method would be to jump off the nearby bridge, but I fear the initial impact won't kill me and the water will do me in instead
Also saying all this as proof that we need access to dignified dying methods, every attempts I've done to myself out of desperation have been very violent and left me worse off and more dependent. We deserve dignity
