I still can't believe it...

[Godofdeathftw]

I am going to ctb this Saturday night, and I still can't believe it's actually happening. I'm still going about my life as if I'm not going to be dead in 3 days.

I opened up my SN package for the first time and took a little taste. Put a bit on my finger, dipped it in a little leftover water in the sink, and put my finger in my mouth. Takes like shit, so it'll be weird sitting with that taste in my mouth as I'm waiting to die. Hopefully the Xanax helps.


Sorry if I'm not allowed to post a picture of it (label and all, not sure if it falls under the "no sourcing" rule). If I'm not, feel free to delete just the image without asking me.

 

[DeathImminent]

Well, safe travels ill go this route too.
I am wondering what could be used to cover the shitty aftertaste

 

[Stan]

Good luck my friend

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

May you find peace.

 

[sadbunny]

The SN will still be good in 3 days after it was opened today?

 

[Norway]

Good luck, hope you find peace

 

[Stan]

The SN will still be good in 3 days after it was opened today?

If kept in that bottle with the lid shut tight - yes

 

[Godofdeathftw]

Good luck
You can eat chocolate after drinking SN.

Chocolate.

Huh, where did you hear that?

 

[Stan]

You can eat chocolate after drinking SN.

Thats for N, not SN

 

[Centerism]

Good luck and safe travels my friend. Your memory will always live on in this forum. You will be missed, and celebrated. Keep your head up, reach for he stars. Always know that it's peaceful on the other side.

Remember to keep us updated.

Much love my friend,
Centerism

 

[Godofdeathftw]

Good luck and safe travels my friend. Your memory will always live on in this forum. You will be missed, and celebrated. Keep your head up, reach for he stars. Always know that it's peaceful on the other side.

Remember to keep us updated.

Much love my friend,
Centerism

Thank you. There has been a change, so I will actually kill myself within the next 4-6 hours. I hope you'll be there :)

 

[Qbert]

Do you have the regimen squared away?

 

[toxicfox]

I'll be headed that way too in a couple weeks

 

[Blackjack]

Thank you. There has been a change, so I will actually kill myself within the next 4-6 hours. I hope you'll be there :)

What happened?

 

[Godofdeathftw]

What happened?

Thanks for asking. It was complicated family issues

 

[Nem]

Peace and hugs, may you have an anxiety free departure

 

[Blackjack]

Thanks for asking. It was complicated family issues

I understand complicated family issues. I wish you peace.

 

[JimFord99]

Thanks for asking. It was complicated family issues

Is it serious or just an impulsive feeling? I don't mean that nasty.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

Is it serious or just an impulsive feeling? I don't mean that nasty.

You're totally fine. I was going to cub regardless of family issues, and I've been planning it for around a week now

 

[Dawn0071111]

Were here for you.... whatever and whenever you choose...... Wishing you safe and peacefulness....

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

Good luck bro.

 

[Gorgon]

Sweet dreams love.

 

[Rachel74]

He's not gone yet but his name is crossed out.

 

[MercuryAce]

He's not gone yet but his name is crossed out.

He's very likely gone.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ing-my-sn-in-under-an-hour.23275/#post-429128

 

[Exitforme]

Good luck dear. I hope it goes exactly as you plan it to go.

 

[Rachel74]

 

[Qdv]

He's not gone yet but his name is crossed out.

How do you know he's not gone yet?

 

[schn31der]

So long, friend. i hope you can read this whereever you may be, we will never forget you. i love you man.