I started spiraling

[Someplace_nice]

When he came home today I got really depressed that he saw my post and got depressed. I've been up and down all day when he came home, my brain thought a thought and I couldn't get reassurance and was spiraling. I come up with scenarios time to time, my scenario tonight was, if I had a miscarriage and didn't tell him for a while what'd he do. He said chastise me, bc I should be telling him this kind of stuff. I asked him if he'd be sympathetic twords me but he fell asleep by the time my brain told me that he'd hate me and not take care of me.

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

I'm sorry your brain is being so brutal. He sounds like he's being a bit of a jerk himself -- it's obvious you're looking for comfort, and the mature thing to do would be to provide that comfort.

 

[Someplace_nice]

I'm sorry your brain is being so brutal. He sounds like he's being a bit of a jerk himself -- it's obvious you're looking for comfort, and the mature thing to do would be to provide that comfort.

He had just woken up randomly when I asked him, he then fell asleep before I asked if he'd be sad. He woke up fully later and got sad that he wasn't able to comfort me when I asked him if he'd be sad. He couldn't provide the comfort bc I asked literally seconds after he fell asleep. When he made me feel better I did laugh at him for it too.