Saga

Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
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I have been gone for a while,now I'm back,more regret than ever of why I didn't end my life..I should've ended it and shouldn't have tried to see what was in the so called "future" I only regret the fact that I'm still here..anyway are there other budget friendly new methods around?
 
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hatelife

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what method did u try?
 
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Mr2005

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I'm using SN. It's cheap and easy enough to get. I regret I didn't fix my problems when they started all the way back in 2004 but since I didn't I should have killed myself in 2010. I don't care about the future, it's in the past
 
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Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
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what method did u try?
I have tried over dosing on assorted meds such as paracetamol and sleeping pills,Ive tried wrist cutting but i couldnt go too deep,starved myself but its taking too long,partial hanging,night night method but my S.I kicks in...
I'm using SN. It's cheap and easy enough to get. I regret I didn't fix my problems when they started all the way back in 2004 but since I didn't I should have killed myself in 2010. I don't care about the future, it's in the past
it isnt easy getting sn here in my country
 
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Oh. Sorry to hear that. I just hope mine arrives
 
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I have tried over dosing on assorted meds such as paracetamol and sleeping pills,Ive tried wrist cutting but i couldnt go too deep,starved myself but its taking too long,partial hanging,night night method but my S.I kicks in...

it isnt easy getting sn here in my country
im using SN, I have tried overdosing on lethal dose amitriptyline but somehow got "interrupted" after it. All things I got online without prescription.
 
Saga

Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
175
even cyanide is hard to come by..im looking for ways to combat my s.i and try hanging again
 
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Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
175
im using SN, I have tried overdosing on lethal dose amitriptyline but somehow got "interrupted" after it. All things I got online without prescription.
even if i order online customs will make it hard for me to get it i tried once for cyanide...
 
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if you are using the european seller, he is really nice and trustworthy, mine got stuck first time so he sent an extra and it arrived after 2 weeks.
Poland?
 
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In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
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philippines
 
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hatelife

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Oct 13, 2019
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I advise ppl to talk to me or seek help, I dont think this is good to give these links, its against Gods will I think, even If I want to be nice and help out, I might have hurt somebodies family members are sad now because of this
 
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I wonder if he knows what people are buying it for? I hope not
 
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Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
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im so tired i dont want to fight anymore
 
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hatelife

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I wonder if he knows what people are buying it for? I hope not
thats why we cant name him here on open forum only dms pls, there is a seller from uk who stopped shipping bc this got out...
im so tired i dont want to fight anymore
if u want to talk we are here
 
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Would there be any chemical supply companies in your country where you could obtain SN ?
Or maybe if you went to some food markets, someone could help you obtain some ?

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
 
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In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
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Would there be any chemical supply companies in your country where you could obtain SN ?
Or maybe if you went to some food markets, someone could help you obtain some ?

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
id need a prescription to get one and if i do id have to get the product at a vet but they still question what its going to be used for..
 
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id need a prescription to get one and if i do id have to get the product at a vet but they still question what its going to be used for..
prescription for SN ? I'm a bit confused.
vet ? for SN ?

Sorry, might be my lack of knowledge, but I'm not following.....
 
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In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
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prescription for SN ? I'm a bit confused.
vet ? for SN ?

Sorry, might be my lack of knowledge, but I'm not following.....
oh sorry i confused you...i mean N...
The SN i ordered online was held in customs...i never got it..so i cant order online might as well try partial suspension again maybe tonight
 
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hatelife

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oh sorry i confused you...i mean N...
The SN i ordered online was held in customs...i never got it..so i cant order online might as well try partial suspension again maybe tonight
.I wont be giving any more info on this, I dont think its the right thing to do, its against Gods will.
 
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Saga

Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
175
you can try the same who was held at customs, ask him to write the item as sea salt tell u had trouble with customs and that he needs to send u one for free this time, he did that to me, mine to was tossed away the first one or "lost" in customs so he sent new one
sadly i dont remember the contact anymore last i was here was sept. maybe but ill try finding it in my notes but if not i just want to end it as soon as possible...i dont want to wait any longer..
 
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oh sorry i confused you...i mean N...
The SN i ordered online was held in customs...i never got it..so i cant order online might as well try partial suspension again maybe tonight
Sorry, bit of a sideline question, but would like to understand, so do doctors prescribe N in the philippines ?
 
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In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
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Sorry, bit of a sideline question, but would like to understand, so do doctors prescribe N in the philippines ?
they do usually use it for animals
 
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if you are using the european seller, he is really nice and trustworthy, mine got stuck first time so he sent an extra and it arrived after 2 weeks.
hi ... are u sure the sn of the european seller is pure ? if so, how? ...sorry for the questions, i just wanna be sure );
 
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hi ... are u sure the sn of the european seller is pure ? if so, how? ...sorry for the questions, i just wanna be sure );
It's generally considered that that seller provides good quality items. Best not to put lots of info on public threads, but you could always PM someone if you still needed more info, however what I've already told you should be sufficient.

This site also has a very good search function (and advanced search).
Try using that to search, research, and read up.

note : If you want to talk to anyone privately (instead of posting on threads), then you can use "PM" (PM = personal message, a bit like sending someone an email)
You need to make at least 5 posts and need to have been active for at least 24 hours to get access.
If you don't know what to post, you can post in some of the "games" threads (see "offtopic" section).
Once you have PM access, when you hover the mouse pointer over a user name, you will see a "start conversation" button...

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
 
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It's generally considered that that seller provides good quality items. Best not to put lots of info on public threads, but you could always PM someone if you still needed more info, however what I've already told you should be sufficient.

This site also has a very good search function (and advanced search).
Try using that to search, research, and read up.

note : If you want to talk to anyone privately (instead of posting on threads), then you can use "PM" (PM = personal message, a bit like sending someone an email)
You need to make at least 5 posts and need to have been active for at least 24 hours to get access.
If you don't know what to post, you can post in some of the "games" threads (see "offtopic" section).
Once you have PM access, when you hover the mouse pointer over a user name, you will see a "start conversation" button...

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.
hi, ure right im sorry ..i used the search function but did not find much proof on the purity of the sn sold by this european seller everyones talking about.. thanku anyway,, i will try pm as soon as ican
 

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