FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I see it as very delusional to actually wish for existence, it's sad how many humans lack the awareness to recgonise that existence is nothing more than an unnecessary harm, it disturbs me how so many of these deluded people so selfishly decide to procreate and hold insensitive anti-suicide beliefs. The delusional worship of existence is the true mental illness to me and I will always see it as very tragic how these people try and force this onto others, just creating more suffering as a result.
Existence itself will always be the true problem, as existence is simply just slavery and imprisonment, we are a slave to a decaying, deteriorating flesh prison that can potentially torture us to unlimited amounts. All that existence is, is a process of trying to fufill needs that was all completely unnecessary in the first place, existence just create problems that could have all been prevented through never existing at all, and as well as the futile and burdensome nature of existence, to simply exist is something so incredibly harmful.
We exist in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything, where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer. It's so incredibly disturbing how a human is capable of experiencing so much pain and torment in this undeniably hellish reality, there is no safety from suffering in existing which is ultimately why it's so incredibly delusional to see existence as a desirable state.
Existence itself is nothing more than imposition that just causes harm, it's tragic how life even exists at all, if life eternally disappered then nobody would be able to mourn for the absence of it. Yet existence is so insanely cruel causing unimaginable amounts of harm and it's done so all throughout history in a cycle that so tragically continues to repeat once new life is so unnecessarily forced into this reality.
It's insane to me when people go on about "recovery" from wanting to die as existence is the problem and in my case wanting to be permanently relieved from it is all that feels rational. I see existence as nothing more than a virus which just creates harm and suffering, in the end just leading to decay and loss before disappearing into nothingness.
Existence itself will always be the true problem, as existence is simply just slavery and imprisonment, we are a slave to a decaying, deteriorating flesh prison that can potentially torture us to unlimited amounts. All that existence is, is a process of trying to fufill needs that was all completely unnecessary in the first place, existence just create problems that could have all been prevented through never existing at all, and as well as the futile and burdensome nature of existence, to simply exist is something so incredibly harmful.
We exist in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything, where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer. It's so incredibly disturbing how a human is capable of experiencing so much pain and torment in this undeniably hellish reality, there is no safety from suffering in existing which is ultimately why it's so incredibly delusional to see existence as a desirable state.
Existence itself is nothing more than imposition that just causes harm, it's tragic how life even exists at all, if life eternally disappered then nobody would be able to mourn for the absence of it. Yet existence is so insanely cruel causing unimaginable amounts of harm and it's done so all throughout history in a cycle that so tragically continues to repeat once new life is so unnecessarily forced into this reality.
It's insane to me when people go on about "recovery" from wanting to die as existence is the problem and in my case wanting to be permanently relieved from it is all that feels rational. I see existence as nothing more than a virus which just creates harm and suffering, in the end just leading to decay and loss before disappearing into nothingness.
