I resigned from my job today

[lostinmythoughts]

I emailed my employer my resignation! No point of doing all this work anymore. I have a feeling I'm almost there… once I find SN I'm out of here.. sometimes I tell myself " what's taking so long?" I'm just not happy you can say a walking dead…

 

[LaVieEnRose]

It sounds like you wanted to force yourself to commit to suicide, right?

 

[lostinmythoughts]

It sounds like you wanted to force yourself to commit to suicide, right?

It sounds like you wanted to force yourself to commit to suicide, right?

Do you kill yourself with a smile in your face? I'm not happy in life I'm not dying naturally so I'm going to force myself to die

 

[kagebunshin]

I resigned from my job today, too. It's a strange feeling knowing the end is already in motion. Good luck to you, friend.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm not happy in life I'm not dying naturally so I'm going to force myself to die

You can do that if this is your desire. May I ask you, would you want to be happy? What would need to change in your life? Can sth change in your life?

I never quit a job to push myself into an even worse condition to "make CTB easier" but I did similar things or tried to when I was very suicidal in the hope CTB was easier, obviously it wasn't enough bc I'm still here.

 

[lostinmythoughts]

You can do that if this is your desire. May I ask you, would you want to be happy? What would need to change in your life? Can sth change in your life?

I never quit a job to push myself into an even worse condition to "make CTB easier" but I did similar things or tried to when I was very suicidal in the hope CTB was easier, obviously it wasn't enough bc I'm still here.

I don't want to be happy anymore! If you living a life you would want to be happy living it so I'm not and I'm not looking for happiness. I wish I was never born to begin with I don't know why I'm even here? To work and pay the government taxes a d insurance money. My life is just a project with details on how to live it. Please don't let me start because I'll write a novel

I resigned from my job today, too. It's a strange feeling knowing the end is already in motion. Good luck to you, friend.

Thank you! I feel you we are in the same boat!! Good luck to you as well, my friend!

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck, it's certainly very much understandable just wishing to be gone. I really do see it as so cruel how people impose existence in the first place, to have the ability to exist is so incredibly burdensome and futile to me.

 

[lostinmythoughts]

I wish you the best of luck, it's certainly very much understandable just wishing to be gone. I really do see it as so cruel how people impose existence in the first place, to have the ability to exist is so incredibly burdensome and futile to me.

Thank you! I'm just searching for SN and I'm hoping I can find some answers soon on where to order some!

 

[CheekyPhobia]

Best wishes. It seems you're quite set on your path and I hope it goes well for you.

 

[SMmetalhead36]

I'm with you. I'm sick of existing. I still don't understand why I'm here.

 

[lostinmythoughts]

Best wishes. It seems you're quite set on your path and I hope it goes well for you.

Thank you!

 

[UnwillingSavior]

I understand it must have been tough and took many days of debate and turmoil in your head to finally come on this decision. It must've felt so long and tiresome to end up here finally. I hope that whatever you end up doing will find you peace in the end. On a side note, I somewhat envy you. I want to give up everything and set in motion the path to ctb but I'm too afraid. I eventually will, but I wish I could do it now.

 

[lostinmythoughts]

I understand it must have been tough and took many days of debate and turmoil in your head to finally come on this decision. It must've felt so long and tiresome to end up here finally. I hope that whatever you end up doing will find you peace in the end. On a side note, I somewhat envy you. I want to give up everything and set in motion the path to ctb but I'm too afraid. I eventually will, but I wish I could do it now.

Thank you so much! I'm in between N and SN now! Wish me luck finding one of them

 

[h78272]

I resigned from my position few weeks ago, I feel even worse but why work if there is really no reason to? I wish you the best with whatever path you take.

 

[hi-okbye]

from personal experience, it can be hard to find a good source and sometimes you'll just completely want to give up. I was at the lowest, starting to think of other methods because I just felt like giving up. randomly though I found a source and that was one of the best feelings in the world.
I hope everything goes well for you.

 

[dreamingofrest]

It really can be such a relief to quit a job that you aren't happy in, wishing you luck in whatever comes next for you.

 

[lightnings]

I wish you whatever the best outcome could be for your peace

 

[lostinmythoughts]

from personal experience, it can be hard to find a good source and sometimes you'll just completely want to give up. I was at the lowest, starting to think of other methods because I just felt like giving up. randomly though I found a source and that was one of the best feelings in the world.
I hope everything goes well for you.

Thank you so much! We have resources lots of them actually! I just need something peaceful and not for me for the loved ones behind me. SN or N you will look bluish but also your body is not tortured like other methods.. I'm getting there I'm talking to people

I resigned from my position few weeks ago, I feel even worse but why work if there is really no reason to? I wish you the best with whatever path you take.

Thank you and I wishes you the same! Work distract us little but you're right what's the point? I feel so bad and today I just want to disappear

It really can be such a relief to quit a job that you aren't happy in, wishing you luck in whatever comes next for you.

It's not the job it's me btw