Venting I really wish someone would just kill me

[freakypossum]

Crying 4th time today. Im so tired. Someone finish me off.

 

[DivineSpark]

It would be nice go to Ukraine and fight for them. At least my death would have meaning.

 

[freakypossum]

It would be nice go to Ukraine and fight for them. At least my death would have meaning.

You could get captured instead

 

[DivineSpark]

You could get captured instead

I would rather shoot my brains out lol, anyway, if i would have access to firearms. I wouldnt be here anymore. Lucky americans.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of it all, I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, but anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Crying 4th time today. Im so tired. Someone finish me off.

it was legal for me to hire or pay someone to shoot me in the head 10 times ( no way i would survive that even with a hand gun nobody could). it was legal until government monsters made that and Nembutal , suicide booths and other guaranteed suicide methods into crimes.

i could've paid someone to shoot me in the back of the head . i'd be unconscious instantly and then die not feeling any pain from a gun shot to the back or side of the head. but they made that a crime. they couuld keep shooting my head 100 times if need be to make sure i'm dead. i could shoot myself but i have to defeat si , overcome fear of failure, and then there is the risk that i won't die with only one shot . i can only take one shot because the shot would make me unconsciuos instantly but i could be brought back to life in the hospital if they hear the shot and come take me to the hospital. or i could somehow survive my one shot attempt and live with brain damage. it's the best if i shoot myself and die cause that's what i want to die but i'm scared i'll remain alive which is what is stopping me.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Sorry for your crying, I can only send hugs from here and wish that your tears may disappear. Hope you can rest and feel less tired.

 

[divinemistress36]

Being murdered would be the dream

 

[Christian5483]

It would be nice go to Ukraine and fight for them. At least my death would have meaning.

I was thinking exactly the same thing

 

[Kbeau]

Being murdered would be the dream

Agree completely

 

[oofuf]

Same...

It would be great for someone to not only understand why you want to die, but to actually help you carry it out.

 

[freakypossum]

Same...

It would be great for someone to not only understand why you want to die, but to actually help you carry it out.

I understand you, fellow Beatrice