violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
180
It takes guts to kill yourself. Self preservation is our strongest instinct and to overcome it is hard.

I just wish I could die in my sleep so I wouldn't have to kill myself
 
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Xaeniak

Xaeniak

Bootlegged doll
Sep 14, 2023
27
That really is the dream, isn't it?
 
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carnivalforone

carnivalforone

Experienced
Sep 29, 2023
244
i have insomnia i cant even dream of that.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
It takes guts to kill yourself. Self preservation is our strongest instinct and to overcome it is hard.

I just wish I could die in my sleep so I wouldn't have to kill myself
Same, I wish this as well. Currently I'm manifesting my own death, I'm manifesting just dying in my sleep. It would be so nice to never have to wake up ever again. Life is so tiring and exhausting and I wish I could rest in peace
That really is the dream, isn't it?
It is.
 
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haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
258
Would definitely be the best kind of dream i could ever have
 
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Livingvsdying25

Livingvsdying25

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,188
Sameeee I keep waking up super disappointed that I am still here. If only the drugs needed to CTB in sleep weren't so hard to access. Im not comfortable with the dark web but maybe I needa be...
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

?/?/2024
Apr 25, 2023
948
But bro, u have N ( correct me if I'm wrong ), it's the most peaceful and reliable method.

U literally will die in ur sleep with N.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
That would be so nice. I wish officials gave n to everyone who want it . We would all die peacefully
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,007
That would be great.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,385
I wish for the same thing of course, it would be ideal to just fall into a dreamless, eternal sleep where all future suffering is prevented. I see existence as being best forgotten about, only death can bring me peace and it's inhumane how it's purposely made so difficult to die.
 
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violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
180
But bro, u have N ( correct me if I'm wrong ), it's the most peaceful and reliable method.

U literally will die in ur sleep with N.
Idk my brain keeps telling me that it'll be somewhat painful or uncomfortable. I'm scared of having respiratory depression before passing out. Also those few minutes after you drink it, knowing you're about to die. The N is also super nasty and I'm not sure if I'll be able to drink it all.


That would be so nice. I wish officials gave n to everyone who want it . We would all die peacefully
Specifically powdered N
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
But bro, u have N ( correct me if I'm wrong ), it's the most peaceful and reliable method.

U literally will die in ur sleep with N.
If only I had N as well 😭
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

?/?/2024
Apr 25, 2023
948
If only I had N as well😭
I really wish I have known this forum 3 or 4 years ago which N was available and obtainable, i really envy who obtain it, now I'm stuck with SN unfortunately.
 
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Duality

Harmony in Duality
May 27, 2023
169
That would be the ideal death for me. I wouldn't want to know that it's coming either, so I don't have anxiety constantly wondering when death is coming for me in my sleep.

I really wish I have known this forum 3 or 4 years ago which N was available and obtainable, i really envy who obtain it, now I'm stuck with SN unfortunately.

I hear you. I was lurking for some years before I finally joined, and even now the SN sources are disappearing. I also wish I joined much earlier when N was more readily available.
 
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hardtruth

Member
Oct 9, 2023
48
My grandad. Took a shower, shaved, wore his best suit and sat on the sofa chair. Passed away there. Guess he knew his time was coming.
 
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hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

Specialist
Sep 16, 2023
341
Was really going through it about four years ago and every single night for a couple of months I would basically pray for death. Not religiously. Just trying to wish it into existence. Hoping those fuckers from The Secret were right lol. Apparently you cannot manifest dying in your sleep by simply willing it haha
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
790
Yes, it's really cool, the last thing you consciously did was go to bed, no fear, it may just be a dream, but it seems to me it can be realized, you need a system that will kill you exactly when you sleep, so it unable to turn off the system. I have no idea how to implement it, I'm looking towards liquid nitrogen or some kind of gas, if they somehow do it with liquid nitrogen in SARCO, then in principle it's really possible to do it, you just need to automate the nitrogen startup. But of course this is for people who have money, time and energy, I understand the state in which most of you are
 
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StellaSomnus

StellaSomnus

Dormies sicut stellae luceant
Aug 18, 2023
76
As we all wished for.

I am actively looking for ways to get cardiac arrest myself. Been consuming alcohol + coffee a lot every week to increase my chances of sudden cardiac death.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
As we all wished for.

I am actively looking for ways to get cardiac arrest myself. Been consuming alcohol + coffee a lot every week to increase my chances of sudden cardiac death.
I literally drink copious amounts of coffee every day (cuz I'm a caffeine addict lol) but sadly I haven't died yet…hopefully I have a sudden cardiac death someday.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

?/?/2024
Apr 25, 2023
948
I hear you. I was lurking for some years before I finally joined, and even now the SN sources are disappearing. I also wish I joined much earlier when N was more readily available.
Really sucks, we're unlucky unfortunately, hope this life end soon whatever method we use.
BTW, what is the method u consider?
 
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AlouA

looking for CTB partner in SEA
Sep 19, 2023
120
It takes guts to kill yourself. Self preservation is our strongest instinct and to overcome it is hard.

I just wish I could die in my sleep so I wouldn't have to kill myself
same... i would like to stay in a pleasant dream forever...
 
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cosifantutti

cosifantutti

Student
Aug 27, 2023
184
i have insomnia i cant even dream of that.
Poor you. Insomnia's terrible x
How sad am I? I'm 63 and lately my memory's being getting noticeably worse. I find myself thinking, well if it's Alzheimer's it'll take me eventually, (about 10years) and that's a comfort.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,007
That would be so nice. I wish officials gave n to everyone who want it . We would all die peacefully
If assisted suicide was legal society would have to admit their mistakes and failiures. That s why it is illegal. Sickening.
 
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Duality

Harmony in Duality
May 27, 2023
169
Really sucks, we're unlucky unfortunately, hope this life end soon whatever method we use.
BTW, what is the method u consider?

Partial, or a gun if I'm able get my hands on one. Partial took a lot of trial and error, and I was almost successful on my serious attempt but the rope came loose. But I'm confident that I can do it successfully the 2nd time. It's just that a gun would be way faster and a lot easier.
 
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FairyOfShampoo

FairyOfShampoo

Oct 3, 2023
9
This sounds so peaceful really wish it'd be that easy…
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,954
Yeah that would be the best that could happen, dying while sleeping, peaceful, painless just never waking up again. I really wish for that to happen, too.
 

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