Venting I really wish i was dead.

[tricho_maniac]

I am too subhuman to be alive, a literal fat fuck pajeet 5'9 short, 110kgs at just the age of 24. I have lost at every aspect of life before even trying, i am a failure at studies, i don't have friends, I can't pull those even ugly dark skinned or fat fair skinned pajeeta chicks kek.

While others of my age are achieving milestones, earning good, having meaningful relationships, pulling chicks, getting married, going on vacations etc i am here stoodycelling in some no name piece of shit medschool in pajeetland earning nothing, wasting my parents money on pointless shit while they are getting older. It hurts to see that i have became a burden on my parents at such age, i can't bear to see this, and i really want to kill myself but just can't gather enough courage to do it, i know parents will be sad but atleast they don't have to bear with me anymore.

Everyone in my blood line has top tier genetics, it is just me somehow who managed to get worst possible genetics for a man. Only thing that truly my freind is my bike and my diary, where i can share everything, where i can share how ugly this world is.

I have been bullied since very young age, and have been taught to never cry because men dont cry, thats what i have been doing, to suppress my emotions and keep myself sane i have been jerking off to porn for 11 years now, daily twice, now i cant feel any emotion whatsoever. Jeetas and chadjeets always used to say i am so ugly that i should kill myself, and i agree with them, i am too ugly to be alive but i just don't have enough courage to do it.

Porn, gaming streams of REPO, backrooms content, biking content and my bike, thats all thats keeping me alive, they are the only way i can escape this whored out gynocentric cruel world. Being a pajeet, my parents will force me to marry some fair skinned whore, who will divorce rape and alimony rape my entire family within a few weeks of marriage. I don't want that to happen, i wish i sleep and never wake up. And if i die somehow, i ll take revenge on God for making me such a subhuman, I know i am destined for hell. Fuck god, fuck normies, fuck jeets, fuck jeetas, i wish them death.


picrel is where i want to be, alone.

 

[sanctionedusage]

cancerous post but sorry that happened, maybe go on a diet and look for male affinity instead of female attention.

 

[tricho_maniac]

cancerous post but sorry that happened, maybe go on a diet and look for male affinity instead of female attention.

what are you? a foid?

 

[sanctionedusage]

what are you? a foid?

go back to wpd larper lmfao

 

[tricho_maniac]

go back to wpd larper lmfao

i aint white pilled, i know i cant pull chicks even though i lost weight, i am too subhuman, lost even before i was born.

 

[sanctionedusage]

i aint white pilled, i know i cant pull chicks even though i lost weight, i am too subhuman, lost even before i was born.

"look for male affinity instead of female attention."

how pathetic do you think it is when women thirst after men who don't want, appreciate, or value them? why do you think it's any less stupid when men do it? it's like the same posts every single week.

 

[crazyotterkelly]

oh mate. my life became infinitely harder when i became a trans woman. i mean. i respect your post as a rider but this world is not gynocentric. in fact. being male is the more centred default thing. male defaultism is a coined term for a reason. no matter what gender. we all struggle on this planet. just in different ways. fact of life

but i won't lie. looks do matter and its shit getting the short straw of the stack. i can relate to that. its valid feeling ripped off in that regard and other things in life. seeing peers surpass you. its so shit

this crazy trans biker lady wishes you at least a bit of freedom on the bike and maybe rethink how some girls at least a little before you go.

i think i would suprise you with my choppered out honda vt750rs

 

[sanctionedusage]

dont care about what women do, they just get what they want, no matter how subhuman they are, women never lose.

and i ain't a faggot to look for male affinity, kys fag

and if i can't post here, where can i post, where do i go. everywhere I say this i get threatened with some legal action or getting banned, cant talk about it irl.

"dont care about what women do" when you just spent like an hour writing out this incoherent rant because you're mad women are doing everything but you

"aint a faggot to look for male affinity" thats why you have no friends lolol

i'm pretty sure you can post in quite literally any fucking incel forum on the internet. theres about 5 on reddit. comment this shit on any wpd video of some woman getting butchered. lolcow.

the more i talk to you the more you just prove every point. apologize to your parents.

 

[crazyotterkelly]

woah... that just hurt a fellow rider indirectly. even if i am gay..... lot of gay riders in the biker scene you know? don't worry. i will be going tonight....

dont care about what women do, they just get what they want, no matter how subhuman they are, women never lose.

and i ain't a faggot to look for male affinity, kys fag

and if i can't post here, where can i post, where do i go. everywhere I say this i get threatened with some legal action or getting banned, cant talk about it irl.

 

[sanctionedusage]

woah... that just hurt a fellow rider indirectly. even if i am gay..... lot of gay riders in the biker scene you know? don't worry. i will be going tonight....

typical, whining about how the world is so unfair and he's so alone while shutting out every single solution and person willing to actually be there for him. anything to support a victim complex i guess. stewing feels too good to some people. no judgment there; takes one to know one, but i have the decency to be self aware and try not to insult and burden others in the process.