I really want to move far away and have a new life and i cant. Its making me suicidal.

[ihavenothingleft]

I have had enough. Im going to try and end it soon because for my generation there is nothing left to look forward too. I have fucked up my life in more ways then one and I just don't want to do it anymore.

 

[babybunny13]

Sorry you're going through this. I completely understand as I feel the same.

 

[NeedAnEscape]

Personally, I believe I need to be a different person, rather than move to a different location. I have never fit into society. No matter what I did, I always felt out of place. I struggle to see how I could keep moving forward as well.

 

[Unattainable666]

Trust me if your life is a shit show, then that shit show follows you no matter how far you go. I know I'm living it. Moved 1600 miles away and my fucked up life followed me. Just can't shake it.

 

[Dliena]

Me too. I hate this country with every fiber of my being and I'm sorry that another billion pain has been inflicted onto your life. I wish you peace for eternity.
But the commenters above has made a good point cause I just ain't happy anywhere it seems like.

 

[ihavenothingleft]

Wher

Me too. I hate this country with every fiber of my being and I'm sorry that another billion pain has been inflicted onto your life. I wish you peace for eternity.
But the commenters above has made a good point cause I just ain't happy anywhere it seems

Where do you live what country?

 

[Dliena]

Where do you live what country?

The US.

 

[Return2themoonlight]

One of my greatest wishes besides ctb is to leave everything and everyone behind and live deep in the woods. If I cant commit to ctb as I've planned, best believe that's gonna be my route

 

[Silent Raindrops]

One of my greatest wishes besides ctb is to leave everything and everyone behind and live deep in the woods. If I cant commit to ctb as I've planned, best believe that's gonna be my route

That's the route I'm taking. If my attempt fails, I'll just let mother nature take me out when she is ready. But I will not be coming out of them woods, not alive anyway.

 

[tbroken]

I perfectly understand how you feel, because i felt the same and it happens only when something really bad happens or if you are in a really bad environment. I don't want to put you down, but you can find bad things even in your home, especially in this whole connected stupid world. I prey for your soul, i hope you'll figure out how to fix things.

 

[Return2themoonlight]

That's the route I'm taking. If my attempt fails, I'll just let mother nature take me out when she is ready. But I will not be coming out of them woods, not alive anyway.

When I tell you I here you whole heartedly I am not coming out the same way I went in.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

I knew a guy that tried to do the same, now he comes home from work and stares at his wall all day until sleep.

He didn't have much connection but was somewhat normal and outgoing, moving away put the nail in the coffin for him.

Never expected how low he has become.