Venting I really want to ctb now but no method

[Life sucks]

I can't even form a plan and there is no method or anything. I'm trapped and it's a trap within a trap. I need to escape quickly before things gets worse

 

[lili]

I wish I could give you some advice but I feel the same way :( .

I feel like I'm trapped too and things are going to get really hard in the next two weeks.

I wish I could just disappear and not have to deal with any of the messes I've put myself in. Or deal with any people either.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel, all that I want is to peacefully pass away but I am stuck in this world as ctb is so difficult. It is such an awful and horrible life. I am sorry that you are suffering so much. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Crazy4u]

It is very hard to ctb without a plan. It takes a lot of time to develop one.

I hope nothing gets worse for you. I wish you the best