I really just want to die

[ihavenothingleft]

I cant do this shit anymore. I just cant. I have ruined my life

 

[Dingusguy]

Right there with you bud, it sucks when the only one you have to blame is yourself, truly I hope you manage to find peace at some point.

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

I am long overdue for ctb. Can't take any more of this torment.

 

[Tired_of_myself]

Me too…

 

[thetruetato]

I can definitely relate to this. Whenever I think about it I get this deep longing inside of me, one that simply desires true nothingness.

 

[Kurai]

Same here

 

[sserafim]

Same. I wish that I could just die in my sleep or something

 

[AbsurdAbyss]

Me too. I hope there's nothing at the end of this tunnel; I don't want to delude myself anymore. If I ever wake up again, I hope its in a different time, in a different place, and as a different person. Not waking up would undoubtedly be perfect.

 

[DeletedAccount0864]

I cant do this shit anymore. I just cant. I have ruined my life

You and me both.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering, it's certainly understandable just wishing to be permanently relieved from this dreadful existence.

 

[strangelife]

I cant do this shit anymore. I just cant. I have ruined my life

What happened?

 

[bluebird16]

Same here. Today I feel so angry and bitter that I am forced to exist in this fucking world. I just want to be gone and not reincarnated. It's my biggest fear.

 

[Chelsea Leng]

I am long overdue for ctb. Can't take any more of this torment.

what method do you plan to use?

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

what method do you plan to use?

I have my SN kit almost ready. OTC AE though, but better than nothing. There should be stronger one on the way - let's see.

Long drop as the backup.

 

[ihavenothingleft]

What happened?

Everything I'm now stuck in a shitty dead end job and everything costs so much nowadays

 

[strangelife]

Everything I'm now stuck in a shitty dead end job and everything costs so much nowadays

So money is a biggest problem?

 

[sserafim]

Same here. Today I feel so angry and bitter that I am forced to exist in this fucking world. I just want to be gone and not reincarnated. It's my biggest fear.

Same. It's not fair that I was brought into existence without my consent. If I get reincarnated, I'll be so mad (and sad)

 

[elderDrifter]

I'm with you, *sigh* it would be nice to finally let all of this go.

 

[wanttodie]

me to i just want to die