I really hate this time of year

[Ashe]

All it does is remind me how happy everyone else is and how unachievable it is for myself. Frankly it just makes me even more depressed a majority of the time wishing that I had a way to CTB which I unfortunately don't. It's not like anyone would care or notice anyways.

 

[underscore_nine]

Christmas is hard for a lot of people, for myself and a lot of others it bring some poor memories back, I hope it's not too painful and you find happiness in one way or another soon <3

 

[Ashe]

I hope so too but honestly, I gave up on that way to long ago.

 

[Blue Elephant]

What people do this time of the year.. they are trained to do it, they are following basic herd commands. These idiotic customs make no sense, but then again what can you expect from normies!?

I give up as well.

I'm sorry for how you're feeling Ashe!

 

[caninecomposer]

It's a 1-2 combo for me. Remembering how I've never been given a Christmas present, and next month, remembering I've never been given a birthday party.

 

[Rational man]

I dont think so many people are so happy at this time of Year. Im not feeling contentment.due.to physical and psychological pain. There are many people like me. I don't believe many people follow the true meaning of Christmas..Its an excuse for a piss up and more debt. I often.have memories of my pretentious family with.their.demands and.emotional abuse and narcissistic bullying.

 

[Gonnerr]

Xmas sucks , i would prefer xmas to be june 25th , at least it would be summer and way better.

 

[Ashe]

Xmas sucks , i would prefer xmas to be june 25th , at least it would be summer and way better.

I mean personally the whole reason I hate this time of year is because of xmas and "xmas cheer"

 

[until death]

I hate Christmas

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe a lot of that so called "happiness" is fake honestly, this world is just filled with endless suffering, it's such a cruel place. I see anything related to Christmas as being very irritating personally, it's just commercialised toxic positivity. But anyway I wish you the best, I hate how suicide isn't more accessible for those who wish to cease existing.