I push people away from me?

[vonvonwantpeace]

I kept pushing my friends and my family away, and I don't know why. I keep ignoring messages from people, cancel plans and isolate myself. Do any of you feel the same?

 

[Rachel74]

All the time, I had pie night last night I didn't go, it's psychic night tonight and I've ignored messages. Once I'm at home I don't want to go out.

 

[Stan]

Done it for the past 2 years.

 

[BPD_LE]

Yeah, I pretty much have no one left.

 

[Dawn0071111]

Only if I feel I have a good reason. During my PTSD I was astounded at how a few acted. I decided if they could not support me in the worst time of my life.... fuck em. But for those who tried & stayed loyal... no need to push...

 

[pole]

a ton yes. deleted all my socials, and just went ghost. everyones different for why they do it. I did it cause i didnt have the energy to do literally anything anymore because of my sadness; and just drowned myself in my sadness even more.

also didnt wanna be connected, close and emotionally attached to people anymore; so they didnt feel as hurt for when i ctb.

 

[Itsalmosttime]

I do as well.

I've always had an avoidant personality though.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Could the reason be that since you're considering suicide you maybe are subconsciously doing it so leaving this world will be easier? I heard that when people kill themselves they either are very happy because they know an end to their pain is coming or they withdraw themselves.