I plan to CTB very soon and would like to get some words of kindness, please!

[Birdie]

Since I can't have it anywhere else. I've told my 2 closest friends and they said nice stuff, but don't approve my decision so they didn't say anything like "have a good trip", they don't think I'll be breaking free or anything... at least they respect me enough so they aren't going to contact my family, they know it's my choice since it's my life anyways. I can't give any details because it's painful to talk about my life and eveything that happened in the last few months, I feel so broken right now so all I need are kind words from this community which was actually helpful and gave me hope before I lost all of it, it's nice to know that we're all pro-choice here, I treasure our ideas a lot. Thank you! I'll fly away from this cage that we all live soon, it's for the best.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry to hear life has been so unfair to you and brought you to this point.

I think none of us deserve to suffer. I mean, we were suddenly put in this unasked life! It would seem as if they had forced us into playing some random game called "life".

Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace. If there's any kind of afterlife, somehow, I bet it'll be a probably place.

I don't believe in hell, do you know why? Because we're already living in one!! Even innocent children die! Ridiculous!! There's gotta be something better. Even eternal nothingness sounds cooler than this goddamn blue rock called Earth haha.


Lots of hugs to you,

Matt

 

[All Things Must Pass]

Safe travels.

 

[death137]

I hope you find peace in less painful way.

 

[Worndown]

All stories have a beginning and an end. I hope your story ends in a way that meets your needs. Best wishes.

 

[blue_muse]

At least let us temporarily help you feel mended even though you feel broken and determined to CTB. Sorry to hear your circumstances led to this .

 

[FuneralCry]

Im sorry that you suffer so much. If this is the option that you want I hope you find peace. I see death as an comfort and I hope it is an reward for all the pain we go through in a life we never asked for.

 

[Aloken]

I'm sorry you suffer so much.. I'm happy for you that you have actual people in your life that respect your decision though, that's important! I wish you to find the peace, serenity and bliss you so much deserve. All your troubles, worries, pain and suffering to end, in the way you choose.

 

[PartlyHuman]

I'm so sorry life brought you to this point. I wish you painless end of your sufferings, peaceful end of life, just drifting away to nothingness like falling asleep in a nice, comfy bed after a long day... It'll be okay, you deserve rest. Hugs to you, my friend! Safe and painless journey.

 

[it's_all_a_game]

I hope you will find eternal peace. From another Eva fan.

 

[DisillusionedDragon]

Hey Birdie,
I get so sad and so mad every time I hear about another person suffering, suffering so much that they want to leave. This world is such a cruel place and I'm so sorry for everything you had to go through, that you feel so broken and that you didn't/don't receive the kindness you needed. I hope you can feel the freedom you seek in your last moments and I hope your transition will be peaceful.
I barely know anything about you, so I'm not sure what else to say. If you want you can reach out to me any time.
Other than that, a long warm hug and safe travels
DD

 

[Birdie]

Thank you, guys. I'm really anxious about this, mostly about the method (jumping) but it's the easiest/quickest I could do. I'm trying to focus on the peace after the fall, not falling itself... it's just so cruel how guns are forbidden here... I'd finish this even faster. Thank you for all your support.

 

[DisillusionedDragon]

You're always welcome here if you find that you can't do it or that it isn't your time yet

 

[cheesefundamental]

I'm sorry you went through all of the pain you went through, I know how hard it can be...
I hope you have a safe, happy, and peaceful trip

 

[Bigpink]

You can always find kindness and warmth here. I am so sorry life has got you to this point.
If you do decide to ctb I hope all goes well and you find peace.

 

[LostSoul1609]

I hope you find peace where you are going <3

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Thank you, guys. I'm really anxious about this, mostly about the method (jumping) but it's the easiest/quickest I could do. I'm trying to focus on the peace after the fall, not falling itself... it's just so cruel how guns are forbidden here... I'd finish this even faster. Thank you for all your support.

Height? Land or water?

 

[watereyes]

i give you lots of wizzie hugs! <3

 

[Melchoir]

Wish you peace

 

[newave3]

You sure came to the right place for kind words on your decision to CTB. The members of SS are among the most empathetic, thoughtful and caring people in this awful world.
I can't add anything to what other members have said except to wish you the best of luck in whatever you do.